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| Wow...I am bad at this.(sound of blowing dust off something)
I fail at blogging. It's been half a year since I last updated this thing. Heck, it's been even longer since I've updated my art site (I really need to learn CSS...) But anyway, second semester is going alright, and is winding down at this point...and I have summer school to look forward too... (again...) But it's shorter, so it gives me time to work and not have to worry after classes (though I'll be working through it anyway)
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| Hellosh.I am back, and not a moment too soon. I got my tooth pulled today, and I can't stand having Gauze in my mouth. :(
I leave for Nashville Saturday. It's been good to see you all, and I hope you all do well. I hope to see the new little carpenter on next break, Alana and Jeremy. Ronisha, Jerren, Brandon, it's almost over, good luck.
I've become self-conscious with my tithing since I got a job(and Wed. was my last day). As of now, I owe the church 15 bucks from my last check - just never got around to pulling it out.
I passed my calc course - which proves that I stressed out too much (as always).
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| Good Lord, it's been a minute.Since I've updated this thing. I really should lurk Xanga more too, meet more people. Anyway. I'm taking classes at Chatt State till early August, to get my Calculus credit. Trying to get a job too, so I can make money for college. I've finally managed to get to church recently, since school's over. Having no car makes it difficult to no get to church and worrying about school didn't help either.
But this whole year has been a lesson. About myself, and having faith.
I worry too much. Especially about my future. I worry so much about the concequences of failure and being stuck at home(which I really don't want to do), instead of providing motivation, it screws me over. I'm not gonna do that during summer classes. Also, I've got a problem leaving things to God after I can't do anything about them. Sometimes I feel like I've just been given a blessing to just be dropped off somewhere alone.
My aunt came up with an answer for this one: She asked me, "who's been helping you this whole time?"
I said, "God."
She added, "And did he lead you this far to fail?"
I replied, "No."
And it's true. All the times I've thought things were terrible, they actually weren't as bad, and things turned out alright. Now, I just need to keep going through the summer, keeping the faith, and believing that things will get better.
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| Almost OverThis semester is better...still having problems, but it's better. Feel somewhat spiritually drained, in the case that I hadn't gone to church much - should've spent more time finding rides. I'll be up here till the third of may(last exam) or so, and then I'll be back home again.
Wish me luck on exams, folks. Especially Calculus.
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| It's been some months.Finally put some time toward updating, and now I have a decent background I can put up and host(Thank you, photobucket). Second semester is better, still hectic, but it's better. I can't believe that I've gone through an entire year. Time sure flies, doesn't it? | | |
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