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Name: Chui
Country: Australia
Metro: Melbourne
Birthday: 8/19/1984
Gender: Female


Interests: [ my family<3 ?my boy<3 ?my friends<3 ?my puppy<3 ][ drawing ?grafix ?photoshop ?anime ?singing(karoke!) ?piano ?writing ?ice skating ?chatting ?RBJ<3 ][ sour lollies ?ice cream ?bubble tea ?mocha<3 ?pasta ?kimchi chiggae ][ autumn ?sunny days ][ RNB ?alternative ?Cpop ?Kpop ?Jay Chau ?David Tao ?Stefanie Sun ?Fish Leong ?Delta Goodrem ?Mariah ][ Desperate Housewives ?Nip/Tuck ?Medium ?The Simpsons ?korean series ?cartoons&anime ?comedies ]
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Friday, April 18, 2008


But

Please...help me to see
This is where I'm meant to be
That the path that I am on
Is where my happiness will start from

And though I'm feeling lost inside
From this darkness, I try to hide
But it's this darkness that I need
To know that shining light is me


Sunday, March 16, 2008

                                               


Wednesday, February 27, 2008




so, Wed nights are typically family dinner nights . . .

was drinking my chinese 'herb' + chicken + abalone soup when i took a double take at the thing in my spoon , stopped drinking, put my spoon down, & asked my mummy what she put in the soup . . .
she said it was this herb thingy they have to climb precipitous mountains somewhere in China to get & they charge like $200 per tiny bundle.
well, i made her promise it was just herbs

but u tell me what that looks like...!!
yeah. exactly.
!


Thursday, December 20, 2007

you know those annoying people,
the ones who just have to be good at everything??
that's me
well, not really.
you see, the difference between me & them is that they have to be good at everything, but (and herein lies the difference) this motivational driving force encourages or leads to their accomplishing just that. that just makes it doubly infuriating
i'm not like that at all.
i'm not good at everything
i'm just a jack of all trades but a master of none.
and it's insufferable,
especially when you are like most born & bred asians who are programmed & trained to excel or 'lose face'
ARGH
it's so frustrating!
my so-called motivational driving force? drives me to nowhere but Impatience, Self Loathing and Inferiority Complex Central.
. . . the mind is willing but the flesh is weak . . .
i get so angry and exasperated at myself. why can't i be good at A or B or C...why aren't i good at A through to Z?! WHY?!!
is it too much to ask to be genetically programmed from birth to be good at everything? can i be genetically chipped & re-hardwired so i learn everything effortlessly? i might be able to live with myself then...
*sigh*
if i can't be good at everything, then i'll just have to learn to find solace in Mediocrity.
& i will have to contend that the only way and the closest i could ever get to 'looking down on' those infuriatingly-good-at-everything people is from my seat on Average at the highest point of the normally distributed bell curve
damn...they're so far away . . . . . . . . . . .


Currently Watching
Bleach TV Series Collection Boxset (1~4)
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Saturday, November 03, 2007

ok, ok, i know i'm supposed to be studying and all that ladida
i some how wound up on youtube & then some how, in spite of my arachnaphobia, wound up watching videos of spiders. i know i know, i'm a nonsensical stupidhead. let's call it morbid fascination.

but ANYWAY
it's not the national geographic vids that kill me, it's the bloody HOME video ones. it's the bloody home videos from AUSTRALIA. they're all fecking from AUSTRALIA!!! O_O

WHAT the hell. seriously WHAT THE HELL. if i woke up 2 find that above me, i'd be comatose straight away:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZxHhddwxADs&NR=1

this woman is my bloody hero: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-rNovsac-M8

i will - N E V E R - live in sydney. NEVER: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O_0g_o_uBMg


i HATE spiders. i hate how they move. i hate their legs. i hate how their legs move!!! i especially hate how they run around on their hind legs with the front pokey legs all ready to attack!! FREAKING!!! O_O;; i hate the fat hairy fast ones.

im home by myself. can't move.
if anything so much as lightly *touches* my skin right now...i swear to hell i'll scream. scream all high-pitched and squealy and crazily in a way that gives girls a bad name. i hate doing that.

oh yeh.
ps - you are NOT allowed to use this as blackmail. if you do, i will fix you.......after i wake up from my coma



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