June 24, 2005

  •  Well, I havent gotten any recording done soo far and we havent held a band meeting yet so im hoping its soon. We really need to get more songs done and try to realese this demo thing. Anyways ive been really bussy on myspace so yeah. Tuesday June 21st was awesome. It was go skateboarding day at CVS and me,ricky,kiawe,tim,koa, phillip, freddy, tyler were there. They had soo much free stuff i got a lot but ricky got like 100 posters! lol. they gave out a lot of monster energy drinks which would soon come back to haunt me. Later on in the day freddy tim nd I wanted to skate the mini ramp which is like almost a half pipe or maybe its a quarter cuz its like 8 feet plus extention. Tim allready dropped in so no problemo for him. Freddy and I were the only dudes who wouldnt drop in so finnaly after an hour of watching and freddy trying twice falling both times i was like wat the hell and i dropped in and made it to the other side! Everyone cheered while they called freddy a pozer. I made it back to the other side where i gave freddy my helmate and then he still fell going down. -_-’ I got in soo much trouble when i got home for staying too late and now i have NO SKATEBOARD cuz my dad took it and i dunno where it is =’[ Later on that day at like 12:30am i guess thats the next day but i hypervenalted from too many monsters and i had to be taken to the hospital at 1:00am and i stayed at the ER for like an hour it was soo scarry i couldnt breathe and all. so yeah thats the highlight of this week. Also i asked remle out because stephanie and I broke up because of distance i mean…think of it…we both miss each other physically, not being able to hold each others hand…hug..see each other really kills us so yeah we’re cool now but heartpained. I’ll always have room for stephanie in my heart because our love really never did end, something MADE it. I havent been able too contact remle only through myspace but her bestfriend probably deleted the other one about me telling her to call me. Well u know, remle doesnt even like dallas anymore. She said she loves me a lot. But w/e Im really falling in love with my ading jubeth and she is falling for me but we’re both like taken. well i dunno about me but she is. Argh love is soo complicated and hurtfull at the end but yet i keep fallin into the same trap over and over agian. I feel like a man slut =’[[ Well comments please? the name is C-VIZZLE! check out our band website www.myspace.com/dimondintheruffrock for new updates soon. thanks

June 18, 2005

  • well return of the champions concert was awesome yesterday…but lets first talk about my beloved gf STEPHANIE SPARKS =’[ I went to her goodbye party yesterday…kim, megan,allison.phillip, christian l. marco pollo, kaleb and I were there along with stephanie. we had a lot of fun phillip and i played skate. and yeah i left at 5:00 to get ready for return of the champions and right after thats when all the fun happend acording to phillip. they played DOD and Spin the bottle and i heard some lesbian action happend…i never got to kiss stephanie but phillip did cuz of spine the bottle. i feel so stupid now…my heart hurts to death and despite that i got sarah geronimos autograph last night on her cd that i bought i am FAR from happy. I think i shouldnt of gone to return of the champions…being with stephanie would of been way more worth it then seeing sarah. i regret everything…but i guess this is a lesson from god…from diyos… next time…Im choosing my friends over something thats not worth it. Im sorry stephanie and i hope u got my 3 messages……………………………..i hate myself


    listen to my stephanie on our myspace music player up there. also go to our myspace. www.myspace.com/dimondintheruffrock and www.purevolume.com/christianh i miss stephanie.

June 5, 2005

  • Today was awesome. Phillip and i went to Chula vista skatepark. I only got to stay for 3 hours but phillip stayed from 3:30 to 9:00pm. LOL i could barley land anything. It was funny cuz on the rail by the rollin the middle on i boardslid it and fell straight on my butt onto the rail it hurt like heck. I was skating the wood mostly and like i was gonna drop into the pool but i was too scared. These little kid like 8 yrs old did a variel heelflip! These dudes 180ed the double 4 stair and these guys did the other stairs i think its like um 10? LOL. On the wood i freaking fell on my hands cuz i got caught on the coping it hurt! I freaking couldnt land anything still so i was kinda mad but then i did a transfer on the wood. in the concrete thingy i tried to boardslide the rail but i couldnt. And yeah otherstuff happend and i suked like heck. well today was cool so yeah…im gonna play more gunbound add me “MyPinoyHeart” is my username. Go to www.gunbound.net pplz.

May 29, 2005

  • Here are some pictures from friday lol and one of my beautiful gf stephanie =]  And some other random pics.


     tim kickflip






     me ollie


     Phillip         yes i know my nails are nice lol =P


    jubeth aka Phillips gf nd my ading. <3


     pretty remle <3


     

May 28, 2005

  • Man today was soo crazy and fun. Phillip and Tim came over and we skate a lot and ate pizza for lunch…then at 2:30 we left for heritage park to meet jubeth and briana. When we got there jubeth was soo shy lmao. we skate a long time and then went to this ice cream place and got smoothies and briana got ice cream. When we came back we skated more and played truth or dare but phillip wouldnt kiss jubeth untill finnaly he did after tim kissed briana on the cheek. Then this dude jered wouldnt leave our friend freddie alone and they started fighting. I got soo mad i freaking sleeperheld jererd so he would get off and stop. Then his friends tried to jump me but i threw em off and tim closelined them off of me. Then it all ended and we skated agian untill he came back with more ppl. At that point freddie was really mad and jererd was ready to beat him up and i freaking tried to round house kick him in the head but his bro told me to let them one on one. Jered tried to fight tim also but tim slammed him into the steel wall. I was gonna try and stop jered from assulting fredie cuz he punched him super hard untill my dad came and broke it up. I was ready to round house kick that fool in the head. Its only for self defence of me and my friends and i dont like it when some dude comes out of nowhere and starts jumping ppl. Thats not cool. They had no idea we were in 7th grade and way stronger then them. God scrubies lmao. But thanks to tim, phillip and briana who helped save freddie. We are here for you dude…we got ur back. SO dont mess with us agian….peace plz comment if u were there nd yeah.

May 25, 2005

  • Dont cut yourslef enless you really need to…it hurts at the begining but it feels better at the end……just dont do it on your wrist people. Well today was kinda sad, i was just sad with everything….and i really wanna go to heritage park this friday to meet my ading jubeth and my friend briana. I wanna go with my gf stephanie cuz she’s AWESOME. Phillip and Tim are going. Gosh i hope i can go. =] I wanna go to the lock in but i dunno if i can. Gosh life is crazy as heck right now…..its driving me nuts….i need your support please. Hey if anybody has a CONDENSOR MICROPHONE can i please borrow it so i can record my debut album…i promiss ill give you a free copy. Maybe mrs.mansfield the band teacher will have one i can borrow….if you can i need to borrow one pplz.

  • Im so tired of being here…..surpressed by all my childish fears….and if you have to leave…i wish that you would just leave….your prescences still lingers here and it wont leave me alone. These wounds wont seem to heal..this pain is just too real theres just too much that time cannot erase………. I HATE LIFE!

May 23, 2005

  • Its allllllll ovvvver. Everything we had built…almost 5 months came crashing down…..but thats allright cuz we still friends. Today was allright i guess……I love you stephanie <3

May 21, 2005

  • Today was cool. I brought my guitar to school so Mr.Martinez could fix the string but turns out he was like watching star wars or somthing with mr.schroeder and mr.doughrety or how ever you spell it. So COACH BECK was our SUB! =] he played jam and z 90 on the radio and he fixed my guitar =] Then at lunch i got it back from his office in the PE room and i played a lot and didnt even eat lunch. LOL like 20 pplz were watching me….they said i was good i think cept sebastian said i suck compared to pros…NO DUH! -__-’ LOL soo many people tried to play it but its lefty! =P It was out of tune but i still managed to play helen and all that ive got althought i never got to achieve my purpose of bringing it…to play for kimberly…the song i wrote “many years ago” for her =[ So yeah pretty cool today. I just got back from plaza bonita practicing ddr and i went to hottopic and i ate. FUN FUN FUN =]

May 19, 2005

  • WHATS LIFE WORTH LIVING FOR ANYWAYS. Nikki agrees. So yeah…all the pain seems to come out when i write my poems. I need the ocean…i need to surf in it…its the only thing that cleanses my soul.How i long for my two loves….kakeisha….and the ocean. How i miss you two…….damnit why doesnt anyone comment here…

Recent Posts

Recent Comments

  • Anonymous on
  • Anonymous on
  • Anonymous on
  • Anonymous on
  • Anonymous on

Categories