| so, i leave for a mission trip on friday night/saturday morning. i really wish i was more excited. i love God, and i love being able to have an opportunity to serve him in this way... but i really don't know that my heart is in the right place for it. hmm. hey, God? show me what you want from me. |
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| i don't know what i'm doing anymore.
i feel more lost at 21 than i did at 17. |
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| lakjsd;flajsdofijasodijfaosjfa;sjdf;alksjd;flaj!
guh. |
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| No Apologies by Alanis Morissette
Whenever we talk about sun all I see is the rain
It's like looking for tears in an ocean
I'm hearing your words like the wind
They blow straight through my heart
Will you ever give in to emotion?
And we hurt the ones that we love the most
Why we do only heaven knows
And I don't know why I'm still holding on...holding on
I reach in my heart to see
If your love is alive in me
But now I feel alone
My feelings turn to stone
My heart makes no apologies
When an apology's made it isn't always enough
To erase all the past in a moment
Whenever I need you the most
You always leave me behind
With a word from your lips I'm alone
You've been blind not to realize
All the love that I hold inside
So tell me why do I keep holding on...holding on
I reach in my heart to see
If your love is alive in me
But now I feel alone
My feelings turn to stone
My heart makes no apologies
What I need is your sympathy
Like a light flowing into me
But I will never give up holding on...holding on
I reach in my heart to see
If your love is alive in me
But now I feel alone
My feelings turn to stone
My heart makes no apologies
...my heart makes no apologies no no
my feelings turn to stone... I make no apologies |
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