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So, I am going home in less than 12 hours.   It is going to be a really quick trip, but I am looking forward to it as much as possible, seeing the circumstances that I am going for.

My grandmama died last weekend, like I stated in my other entry and her memorial service is tomorrow.  I think that it is going to be so strange for me b/c I have never exprienced a close death in my family before.  It puts life in perspective for you.  I am struggle with life right now, you know.  Not like life itself, but what is my purpose and what am I suppose to do. Right now I am just living sun up to the next.  I hope that something happens that will bring me excitement soon.  Oh, back on subject, at the service tomorrow I will see my aunt's family.  I saw three of them this past summer for like 4 weeks, but I have not seen my uncle and oldest cousin for like a year or something like that.  So that will be nice to see them.  My uncle is going to do the service, oldest cousin will lead the singing, he is an awesome singer, and my brother will give a prayer or something. 

I never have attended a family funeral before and I am not sure how I will react.  I guess you could say that I am a little nervous.  Well, anyways.  I will write again soon.  Wish me a safe trip!

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