| believe it or not i am updating! and it only took 8 days this time...
the past week has been somewhat eventful. school was only 4 days long, and we didnt have to do a single interval workout the whole time cause they painted the track! road runs are the best.. they are what keeps me in the sport. however theres a meet on thursday which im dreading... almost enough to make me quit. but ive decided that no matter how many times i say i will quit, i never actually do, so i think i better just suck it up and face the fact that my life will be miserable for the next few months.
senior girls was this weekend. it was really fun, which is good since it is our last real formal (with the exception of prom, and sr mens doesnt count). i ended up taking will, which worked out great. i thought dinner and stuff might be a bit awkward, but it was actually fun and he was a great date. it was so nice of him to come with me last min. after the dance i, will, millie, paul, lauren, and ryan went to ryans house and watched 'without a paddle', which really wasnt that great of a movie. and i, being the idiot i have proven myself to be, didnt bring a change of clothes in the car, so when millie and lauren changed i got to change into ryans clothes. oh yeah and... i didnt have a bra. i just didnt wear one at the dance so... yeah. which kinda sucked, but it was a red tshirt and all we did was watch a movie. anyways will took millie and i back to my house around 230, and then i drove millie home and went to stephs. when i got there i came in so quietly bc i for some reason thought everyone would be asleep. yeah they werent even home. i cahnged, took off my makeup, and set up my bed, then waited for them to come home... around 315. everyone stayed up talking until about 430, but i fell asleep to rachel scratching my back (what a great friend!) around 330. i woke up around 1030, moved everyones cars, then went to sunday school. it was a fun weekend. i had a great time.
on another note... have you ever been SO into something, then something happens and you are completely repulsed by the thing you used to adore? i never, ever htought this would happen to me, and when one of my friends used to talk about this same occurence happening to her last year i didnt believe her. how could something that you are obsessed with suddenly become something that disgusts you? i mean.. i guess its for the best, but its just something i never thought i would, or could, feel.
i will update more recently... i promise! |