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Name: Nikki
Country: United States
State: Georgia
Gender: Female
Interests: I love watching movies, singing, coloring, reading, playing video games, dancing, hanging with my friends, doing outside activities (yardwork not included) and just being myself.
Expertise: Coloring, bossing my younger siblings around, and eating junk food
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
Member Since:
1/14/2006
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| Dear <3Dear Heart, Why must you deceive me time and time again??? With empty promises of happiness and love...with hopes of things that will never be? Why do you have the power to make me disregard all when it comes to him. Ignoring friends and intuition providing endless chances for redemption but in the end all for naught. My brain knows the reality of this unrequited emotion. Why then heart do you not heed? I do not know how much more I can bear, end my silent torture while there is something still left of me.
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| ResolutionsSo I have decided to start the New Year by kind of keeping up with my xanga and making resolutions that I can keep. Like to stop having multiple crushes at the same time and to get over crushes I've had for a while.... the latter is probably impossible but one can only hope. Hope can only do so much though it can't make someone like you and it begins to eventually take its toll weighing down on your heart. Sometimes I think life would be better without hope because then no one would feel let down by something that could have been. I'm tired of waiting for the impossible the time has come for me to accept the inevitable that we are now and will always be just friends. | | |
| So I've decided to write an entry after like 5 thousand years. I cooked my first meal in college yesterday, go me!!! But I'm thinking I poisoned myself. Hmmm I really thinking about going to a defense class since KSU is no Cherokee County where nothing seriously bad ever happens. I kicked some major American Government ass today on a test. Thanks Coach Bramlet and Mr. Ard!!! You rock but I think I should have taken the AP test for government. So thats about all the noteworthy news I have. | | |
| Ok so I haven't been on here since prom and that is really sad. So my summer has been going well until last week. All thanks to college orientation, I guess it was my fault too but still I got grounded for like a month b/c I said I had signed up for a date and didn't and then it was filled up when I tried to sign up. Therefore my mom grounded me until the next available one which isn't until July 21st. And my job is taking over my life and driving me crazy i think I must say farewell to the YMCA after this summer. I have an interview for another job tomorrow at Wal-Mart it's one I can keep during college and hopefully won't demand that much out of me. I miss everyone from school, not the mean people but everyone else. It's funny when I see someone from school b/c when we graduated I felt like I would never see them again until our 10 year reunion. That theory was blasted quickly.
That's about it I have to go call the kids I have next week and then go to bed b/c I have to be to work at 6:45 in the morning. Oh and pray for me because I have this kid who is deathly allergic to peanuts and I have been having nightmares about it. I know it's kind of paranoid to worry but I couldn't imagine killing a kid even if it was an accident. Love you guys lots. | | |
| Promness 
Me and the so-called "tulips"
The gang
Me, Josh and Megan
Jennifer
Daniel and really, really short person which is really sad b/c I'm wearing heels
This is my all-time fave. I don't know what I'm looking at and Josh has the funniest expression on his face, Megan is just glaring as usual.
My bestest friend and I | | |
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