| This is where I standIts funny how life throws thing at you. One day, you're in love and everything is great. Then, the next you've opened Pandora's Box and you sleeping on a friends couch living out of a suitcase being a drunk mess for days at a time trying to figure out what the fuck just happened and plan the next step.
I'm not going to dwell on this. I'm going to hold my head high and move on with my life. Its the getting through the shit that sucks. Life will be good again someday.
The thing I don't understand is how someone could be so stupid and not know they were jeapordizing their relationship. I admit that things weren't perfect, but that's no reason to throw it away. I risked an awful lot and deseve way better than that.
So, next step, I'm going to look at an apartent on Thursday. I'm spending time with friends, and talking with family on the phone. And most importantly, I'm not sitting around crying and being a mope about it. Its not the end of the world. This is probably just the beginning of the best era in my life. Things can only get better from here! |
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| I'm choosing not to write about this, because I have nothing nice to say. |
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| 1, 2, 3...GO!Holly shit...I am going to have the longest week ever. We're getting ready to start a six month re-model project in my office. We break ground next week. My boss is going to be out of town all this week. My boss is in charge of dealing with all of the contractors. My boss is leaving me in charge of this portion of her duties! I HAVE TO BE EARLY TO WORK TOMORROW! So, on top of dealing with all the cunstruction stuff, I also have to keep doing all of my regular duties. I am going to have so much to do. I'm excited!!! Feel free to drop me an e-mail this week. I'll be happy if I have a second to drop you a line back. But, also know that if you do get a response...you're special!
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| I'M 21!I'M 21! YAY FOR BEING ABLE TO DRINK LEGALLY! Where was everyone last night?
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