though we are drinking at the same table, we are quite different
wing, just married, has begun her family life with a very typical chinese family man, someone whom she can depend on; sunny, like me, is preparing himself for a journey.  but unlike him, i don't really have a plan/ destination in mind... as always, i prefer 'exploration".  i am motivated only by possibilities.

when i was twenty something, i thought i would have been married at my age now :-p 
to somone whom i love being with,
somone whom i can walk through darkness with...
this thought is becoming heavy for a stubborn me... 
for sentimental reason

it's probably a surprise to may that after two sundays i still want to go to her new church on the third sunday.  for the first time in life, i want to keep it up. it's good for my soul and mind. the priests of may's new church interpret the bible in quite a different way, inspiring and insightful -- especially good for people like me who don't understand much about the bible.

"... it's written.. .."

00:27

@cafe Right..

walking McCafe in causeway Bay! ~~   free cups in our hands ;-D

 

 

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initially wanted to carry out my work plan today, but
with ONE EVIL call from weird mitmit, i
skipped my dance lesson and work plan, and, finally visited the Mackie Kitchen
yeah, finally..
okie, the fact is -- i don't want to work
ling becomes more and more lazy.
when i truely believe that i should be more lazy, i am much happier...
seriously, life is better lived if sharing more time with important ones.

** excited about new life in Beijing...
climbing on the Long Wall during weekends (so "ying')
hanging around in art zones like 798
having endless sips of frothy coffee in solitude....
viewing great stage performances in various theatres..

mitmit has a much more concrete plan than me.  Hers is confirmed.
at least, if i really station in BJ, she can play with me la~  yeah!!

a very impressive scene in the street..  ho sai lei

under the same shelter with policemen    @798

* visual notes for the very relaxing biz trip in BJ ##

＂懷念往日那淡薄的清草味.. .

電影節的連場好戲, 只看了一齣"牧羊人之戀"
如果不是拜仁布推介, 大概又這樣錯過 (實在認為布兄應該從事文化工作..)
牧羊人的愛情在鏡頭下顯得"抵死"有趣, 卻又不失愛情的崇高尊貴
他的投河明志令人匪夷所思, 但
曾幾何時 --- 在某個被遺忘的年紀, 
我也曾為瓊瑤筆下的殉情故事感動過

from the movie: "..soul is invisible..."   (hahaha..)

星期一, 終於與飛機王林卓傑在PIZZA HUT吃晚飯
友人是全職魔術師，他堅持要作實力派的代表，少理外表和磅數
雖然他比我更神化，但我其實頗欣賞和佩服他的
難得他可以為了這個 堅持那麼久

我堅持的　又是甚麼

"生命誠可貴　自由價更高
若為愛情故　兩者皆可拋"　By ...  忘了

ling is to empty her bag..

funny how it seems...
i paid a lot of effort to get into this industry
but in the end, i found myself in the art & culture stuff -- that's what really interests me, excites me
and yes, as virginia n i feel, there are hundreds of weird, ridiculous people in this glam glam world...
why bother
let us not care much
maybe one day we will be just another stubborn yet "elegant" bitch,
but not today
today, we'd exercise our creativity and discover the bright sides of everything.
le vie e belle~ 

and funny how it seems...
after all these years..
i feel my journey has just begun..  the first round
while listening to david tao's "twenty-two", i can recollect the mood in 2002 autumn - when i was in taipei for a management trainee program.  very free. strong passion for life n dreams and, very optimistic about the future...  in other words, totally detached from the reality. 
in retrospect, i am now able to see the beauty in my failures and mistakes in the early stage. 
Blessed.

today i had a nice nice "business" lunch with Virginia
thanks for the great time, V.
it appeared that i did the counselling...
but indeed you were the one who lighted me up   :-*

also.. the magic pass is "at work"  ^0^ (available at HKD 60 in David Tao's concert)

and... the same 'journey" repeated in my dream....
my gut feeling is that perhaps i will never be able to find the place..
but.. why bother
the destination may not mean a thing in the search for possibilities...

believing.. seeing..
following..