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Expertise: well...... im real good at guitar but im completely untalented.........my expertise is knowing when you should DIE!!!!!
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Saturday, December 29, 2007

her bulletin i will never forget...

"respect....is nowhere

 im through with it all.

all i ask for is a little respect.  All thats been happening lately is immature guys.

one in particular thats been asking for stuff these past 2 days.  he comes to me when he wants something from me. whether its something sexual or not. money. sex.  

I dont do the whole: friends with benifits deal....especially when one asks for sex.

grow up. if you cant be mature leave me alone until you get some fucking respect. for all im feeling right now he can go get shot and i wouldnt care.

 i think every girl should be treated with respect. unfortunetly at the moment i apparentally get none from anyone.

maybe one guy actually respected me. now they are gone cause i fucked up.  i ruined it. if i hadnt been so stubborn. maybe i should have listened to what people told me. but i was blind. i thought: it will be ok...

if I could go back....and change things i would. id go back to the better times...with him...and id listen.

im breaking down at this very moment. on the verge of insanity. i cant stop crying....all i want is to put things back in order...and be respected.

i want to tell him im sorry..again.  he has heard it over and over....but i wish he would take this to heart and forgive me this time. "                      


Friday, October 12, 2007

everybody says the same thing >>;

filthxofxbloodxx (5:30:44 PM): well the to make a long story short..
filthxofxbloodxx (5:31:26 PM): i was with a girl for 11 months and she dumped me for no reason and acts like she still wants to be with me even tho she doesnt know what she wants which she says all the time.
SugarComa2005 (5:32:09 PM): ooh.... i see
SugarComa2005 (5:32:15 PM): thats s classic
SugarComa2005 (5:32:19 PM): what i suggest is
SugarComa2005 (5:32:26 PM): you move on and find someone else
SugarComa2005 (5:32:40 PM): never wait for a girl who says she's not sure what she wants..
SugarComa2005 (5:33:00 PM): cause if she liked you enough she would know it..
filthxofxbloodxx (5:33:23 PM): your not the only one whos told me that...
filthxofxbloodxx (5:33:54 PM): but in so many ways i love her...
SugarComa2005 (5:35:34 PM): i understand.. <IMG
SugarComa2005 (5:36:46 PM): i mean..that's just love you know..its kinda like penis..i mean its all fun and nice and stuff..but once its fucks you in the ass..thats no good!
SugarComa2005 (5:36:53 PM): so i suggest you get rid of it <IMG
filthxofxbloodxx (5:37:21 PM): o.o my own?
filthxofxbloodxx (5:37:34 PM): owww... Dx


Thursday, September 27, 2007

if your out there reading this...

i want you back, i love you. you make me happy. theres really nothing to be confused about unless you can explain it too me...


this was all a mistake, we belong with eachother,

i love you
<M3


Sunday, September 16, 2007

another 3 a. m something i wrote.

another 3 a.m. and i wonder what has happened.
another 3 a.m. and my pulse pumps rapid
this moral inside just brings me down to see you
this moral inside just bled me now, so FUCK YOU.


IM IN SUCH A STATE OF SHIT
BUT YOU WOULDNT EVER CARE ANYWAY
IM DONE BEING SAD CUZ WHAT ELSE IS THERE?
IM GUNNA BREAK now so GO AWAY!

another 3 a.m. how could you...
another 3 a.m. i loved you..
this hurt inside has just made you neglect me
this hurt inside turns to hate SO WHY DONT YOU KILL ME?

END THIS NOW BEFORE ITS TOO LATE
I CANT LIVE AND YOU CANT RELATE
KILL ME SLOW ITS NEVER TOO LATE
THIS ENDS RIGHT NOW WITH THE BLADE IN MY HEART NOW!

(chorus)
ITS TOO LATE!!!!
ITS SO FUCKING LATE!!!!!
ITS TOO FUCKING LATE!!!!
ITS SO FUCKING LATE.....

ICAN SEE THAT YOU NEVER COULD SEE(x6)
YOU CANT BE WHAT I NEVER COULD BE!(x6)
AH SHIT NO........


ITS TOO LATE!!!!
ITS SO FUCKING LATE!!!!!
ITS TOO FUCKING LATE!!!!
ITS SO FUCKING LATE.....

another 3 a.m. im bleeding for you..
another 3 a.m. im doing what you couldnt do...
my life is ending now what now can you do?
my life is ending now AND ITS ALL BECAUSE OF YOU!


(chorus)
ITS TOO LATE!!!!
ITS SO FUCKING LATE!!!!!
ITS TOO FUCKING LATE!!!!
ITS SO FUCKING LATE.....

ICAN SEE THAT YOU NEVER COULD SEE(x6)
YOU CANT BE WHAT I NEVER COULD BE!(x6)
AH SHIT YEESSS........


Wednesday, September 05, 2007

i thought i still had a chance.

....but no, she hates me.



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