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Tuesday, July 15, 2008

	I can't believe you left already... I will see you soon though. I hope :( I can't believe you're going to leave me.. look at your long hair! and I can't believe you're leaving me after 12 years.. :( too many loved ones are leaving me. stop it! I miss/am going to miss all of you.. :(
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Monday, June 16, 2008

its been a long time

wow. I forgot about the xanga world!

Hi all 5 people that read my xanga!

I forgot what its like to be out of school and to not have to study for anything. Even though we're done, I still don't feel it. So strange! AHHHH. I am so excited for this summer though, I get to work hard, but play even harder

Nothing is quite hitting me yet. The seniors graduating is still a very weird concept to me. lol. Even though I went to y'alls graduations, I don't feel like you graduated. SO weird. AHHHHHHHHHHH.

I'm going to be an upper classmen.. errrr. When did I start growing up? I'm still 16. hahaha. jk. 19! =].

omg i dont know what to write in here because its so weird to write in here again. anywhos.. i'll post some pictures from the past couple of months. there are kind of a lot. too many special events these past 2 months. lol. sorries =\ its okay.. you'll enjoy my pictures :)

oh and p.s. i did not write that entry below. TINA KIM! I JUST SAW THAT RIGHT NOW! you loser. lol

hehe. my faaaavorite <3

loves <3

our apt with jamie :)

sophomores! thanks for ruining the picture jin -_-

boiling crab!

sg fondue day!

em's dinner pahtee!

banquet. orphan love!

mmm :)

after toby got shaved. he was miserable =[

leader and the best cores ever :)

sg at tina's surprise going away party (ana, grace, and christina are missing)

senior well. don and brian's jerseys! =]

i can't rotate pics =[. but brother and sister-in-law on amy's birthday get together =]
aren't they cuuute? :)

my love <3

shinsengumi. david is really excited, i promise. haha.

natalieeeeeeeeee <333333333

her fam =]

the psb graduates =]

orphans with nat<3

elliot with the cool freshmen. haha.

red robin =]

incredible hulk!

aren't they cute?

jamie <333 i cant believe she's leaving =[

the riverside graduates =]

babo love <3

happy birthday jamie! you old fart =P

girls at jamie's!

nancy and james' birthday too! their 21st!

birthday girl!

lunch at boudin's! =]

beauty pageant queen inside ralphs. lol

hehe. cuute

we had to teach him how to carry toby. it was a bit better than the first time. lol

i like this picture a lot =]

jessss <333333

jesss <333333

kent!!

dustin!

senior class <3333

toby was cold. hehe

how cute is he ?! and ashley too. hehe.

okay. no mas. i gotta go showers. YAY FOR SUMMER!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =]

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Thursday, June 12, 2008

	I LOVE TINA MY ROOMATE SHE IS THE GREATEST EVER I WILL MISS HER SOOOO MUCH =]
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Wednesday, May 21, 2008

I have this tendency to procrastinate to the MAX. Sometimes I won't start a paper till 2 hours before its due or a few hours before. I think its because I get away with it more often than I should. Sometimes they turn out well, but other times.. not so much. haha. I'm doing it right now, at this moment. UGH!

I really need to learn to just start studying early, start papers early and keep up with the readings. I just.. dont like school though. I'm really good at wasting time. I wish it was an occupation. LOL. I sound so horrible right now. I'm lazy beyond belief. Okay, I really need to get back to this paper now. HAHA :)

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Friday, May 09, 2008

hello xanga world!

so I haven't written in here for a really long time...

I dont think anyone even reads this anymore.

God has been showing and teaching me a lot lately. A lot of it being things that maybe I don't want to see or learn. But, I know it's all for a good purpose. It's only to help me grow because I am stubborn and hard-headed most of the time and I think I have a tendency to ignore what God wants me to do and I just let my thoughts overpower anything God might be telling me. Dumb, right? I can't help it. I think I'm a control-freak because when things aren't under my control I stress and I go nuts. NUTS! :) Therefore, I always do whatever I feel (this is really stupid because sometimes I feel like doing really stupid/pointless things for no reason). Anywhos, I just thought I'd share that little tidbit with you all. Even though I have NO idea who reads this anymore. Probably like.. 3 people. HAHA :). Its okay, I love you three people who read this

God is really good though. Even though I don't listen to him at times, I know that I'm still able to hear Him and I think I'm starting to get a sense of what he wants for me. Bueeenoooo!

Lost lost friends, Leave a comment and say hello please :)

K. Time to go :)

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