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Thursday, October 05, 2006

Wow.

So the last post I made was a different life ago. February. Now. I had two things in my life. Me and Kristi. Seemed right at the time. I was younger I guess. Some excuse. Wow. Never saw this coming. I've changed again and a lot. I work now. I go to school. People rely on me I guess. I work. and I guess life is different. Way different. I was too absorbed before to see. I am part of a familynow. I have a sister now. I am a big brother now. I need to adapt, to grow and to be strong. I need to love and be compassionate. My mind is swirling with the things I never said in highschool and never righted. I did a lot though. I am young. Never saw this life coming at me. I am tired and alone but I am alive and feel every beating moment as my heart rages with love and anger, pain and sadness. Accomplishment and fear, desire and the coldness of a families winter. I wanted to know someone but it may be to late and probably never would have worked. But ive already discovered part of the biggest regrets I ll have is letting the moment pass me by. If you still get this or ever come across this let me know.
bisonthecruiser@yahoo.com
Adam Greco

Sunday, February 26, 2006

Time Flys [and Im having fun]

Jeez. Time flys. My last post took place a while ago and a lot has happened since. Kristi and I have been going together for almost 4 months. That would be the fastest, slowest, and best four months of my life to date. I can honestly say that I am in love and loving life. School is going by faster than I would like for the first time in my life and I feel a new chapter to my life is coming in fast. Im thankful for my friends, mom, brother, and Kristi. Turnabout was a blast and for the first time I actually had fun dancing. After we hit up a party in windsor and had a great time.

Thursday, December 15, 2005

So much has happened this week that I fear my entry will once again become a deep one. That is good because I keep writing in here not for the responses (there arent anymore) but simply because I realized I could look back and really identify with my life a year ago. So I think its worth it.
This week has made me realize what parts of my life are truly a gift.
1. My mom
2. My brother
3. Jurrel
4. Lang
5. Laub
6. Kristi
7. Deakins
8. Sheets
9. My health
10. My love for everything
11. The safety of home
12. Pain and experience
13. School
14. The small hardships of daily life
15. My mind
16. All attempts to seperate myself from material items.
Im going somewhere with some of this stuff but just dont know where.
Thanks to everyone who has impacted my life from the people I talk to daily to the people who occasionally bump into my life at school.

Tuesday, December 06, 2005

Currently Listening
Hey Jealousy
By Gin Blossoms
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Things I have done since my birthday/ learned since:
Got in fights with my mom and brother.
Learned to truly hate some people.
Learned to understand those who thought I hated.
Learned to see outside of my eyes.
Figured out that my happiness resides in several areas. Friends, Family, Love, and myself
Learned that items dont make me happy
Learned that love is so many things.
Learned who I love and why.
Brought closure to old wounds.
Found personal happiness in Kristi.
Discovered a new type of love for me with Kristi.
Learned who I respect.
Began to respect my mom more, my uncle more, and Kristi all for every part of them.
Figured out that I want to do everything while I still can.
Fallen deeply.
Risen higher than I fell.
Discovered how week my mind is against my body.
Have begun to fight my body with my mind.
Learned which friends are good.
Learned which friends are better.
Learned which friends I want to still see 50 years from now.
Decided who I would save at any cost.
Decided that trust is the greatest virtue.
I now know that love is crucial to my existence. My love for my family, friends, heroes, myself.
Violence has gotten me nowhere.
Cody is one hell of a person.
Everybody deserves one shot. Everybody
Nothing is perfect but there are perfect people.
Life is too short to pretend, thanks Kristi (we both preach that)
Both love and Relationships are based on respect.
Mental beauty outweighs anything physical.
Life can go damn near perfect with the right people.
Love the present, cherish the past, mind the future
Understand someone before you judge them. Try to understand the path they have walked.

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- Name: Adam
- Country: United States
- State: California
- Metro: Santa Rosa
- Birthday: 11/11/1987
- Gender: Male
- Member Since: 11/15/2004