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Name: Corina
Country: United States
State: Texas
Metro: Mansfield
Birthday: 10/8/1991
Gender: Female


Interests: Electric Guitar art sculpture Writing music poetry abstract art Headbanging Hanging w/friends Designing Debating b-ing alone softball & theres more I do in my pathetic spare time, but I'm not up 2 telling you
Expertise: what...hmmm poetry, art, designing clothing, welll, just about all of my interests...
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other


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Member Since: 10/11/2004

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Friday, September 16, 2005

hi...ya...life kinda seems better in a way...and yet...i look back and everything just seems to be getting harder! but...im just trying to be more optomistic...im just trying to have a little fun, and just worry less...just look at the bright side. but im not going to lie...its been hard...just going day to day...worrying about school, boys, friendships, drugs, booze, cigs, parents...whatever...its hard to remember that everything has a purpose, and in the end everything is going to be okay! yea, i guess...at church yesterday i had a meltdown...and i just felt so vunerable, i felt so guilty, and hurt, and confused. ive bein so messed up lately, and the scarry thing is...im not willing to giv up the bad things ive bein doing to get rid of the stress...as bad as it sounds...i dont want to. just plz pray for me...pray i can get my life together. i luv ya'll!

~Corina~

p.s. i rarely post on this site...so like go to my new site...it kuuler

www.xanga.com/shaken_not_stirred69

or... www.myspace.com/amora_like_never_b4


Wednesday, August 24, 2005

hey my be-otchs! Go to my new site...this one i just update when i feel like it...so there isnt much! my new site is www.xanga.com/shaken_not_stirred69  ...Bunches of Luv!!!

*Corona*


Saturday, August 13, 2005

Currently Listening
2005 Warped Tour Compilation
By Various Artists
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hiya...itz corina here...and i have not posted in like 4-evr!

well jason has been royally pissing me off...read sum of the posts on my xanga for the terrible details!(www.xanga.com/shaken_not_stirred69) and like...today i got to hang with my Kevin! i luv him he is da kuulest!!! and like skuul is in like 2 days, i think im gonna cry...summer was like a roller coaster(alot of fun, but over in an instant!!!) so if ya wanna hang either the last two days of freedom err like on the weekends whatevr...call me (817-563-5997) or just call ta chat(im an expert at it) well, im gonna get my sleep on considering its like 4am and i gotta wake up in like 3 and a half hourz...JOY!!!

p.s. p-r-a-y!!!

XOXOxoxoXOXOxoxo!!!

*Corina*


Thursday, August 04, 2005

Currently Listening
This Type Of Thinking Could Do Us In
By Chevelle
"Panic Prone"
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WITHOUT YOU

...You were better than any drug...

...but like every other good thing in my life, u went away...

...and all I have left is a shattered heart...

...Trying to let go of you is the ultimate pay...

 

...Life with you was bliss happiness...

...There was never a dull moment...

...Nor an unbeautiful thought, or a feeling of sadness...

...But unfortuantly, I guess my high spirited days were spent...

 

...And now my life is like a puzzle...

...Missing most of the pieces...

...Or life like a tattered, frayed blanket...

... Sewn, and stiched blankly together, and with way to many creases...

 

...Existence without you seems almost unreal...

...And note to self: I miss you terribly...

...Without you near, sorrow is all I feel...

...This is what we call a tragedy...

 

...My new found hobby is crying...

...my heart, into a million pieces, it's torn apart...

...And without you, in my life, I'm just trying...

...Living without your instant joy drug is a start...


Sunday, July 31, 2005

Currently Listening
The Used
By The Used
"The Taste of Ink" & "Blue and Yellow"
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HI! but anyhow...like just becuz I have a new site doesnt mean im gonna stop posting on this one...cuz i just changed the layout and am like so in luv with this one 2...(yes i kno im a dork!!!) But anyways...as you all kno Jason finally asked me out and I'm so overjoyed...i mean like people always get the wrong idea about him...and he really is an amazing guy! Like he is always there for me when I'm down or going through alot...he cares alot about me...and i havent had someone feel like that towards me in a long while...i mean just having him around or having a short conversation on the phone with him makes me just feel so happy!

O.k. so like yesterday i went to my guitar lessons and i felt like so bad cuz like ive had alot of drama in my life this week so i didnt practice...and i had no idea what i was supposed to learn(so humiliating)! But then like afterwards Jason and Shawn came over(but they were so dragging getting up here...thats guys for ya...so unfashionably late!Lol!) but anyways my mom made some funk-A food and I whooped them at video games(well okay...i didnt totally demolish them but i did pretty well for a girl who was playing against some guys who probably havent put the controller down since first grade!) but anyways the I went with the guys over to Starbucks and then over to Amanda's! While there Jason helped Paul freaking peirce his lip!!!!!!!!!!! he didnt even flinch...he is so crazy...i would have so been crying my eyes out(u should have seen me trying to peirce my own ears) Then Shawn made the mistake of taking me, Jason, and Paul out in his car for some donuts...so not smart cuz like now Amanda's dad doesnt trust him worth a crap... But like after that we went to the coffee shop @ Rockway and like chatted and played with this hoverdisc thing(which was like so much fun ecept the fact that im challenged in the height department...so i sorta sucked at it) but then me and Jason walked over to the park to talk without people hovering over us, and i will admit we needed a smoking break...and yes i know smoking isnt a great hobby but i need a way to get rid of some of the stress considering i recently gave up my other reliefs! but yea we like were walking back and appearantly Cory was pissed and like...?him pissed?...i'm the one who should be pissed...how dare he assume something bad was happening(he did this at camp)I mean for heavens sake...i have not done a single thing to betray his trust! and even so...its none of his business what happens...its one thing for him to get pissed at camp...but this situation was uncalled for...and its seriously starting to get on my nerves! but like whatever...i know he was just trying to help...and of course it is in adults fortays(spelling???) to assume bad things are happening when it comes to teenagers! I mean its terrible but once kids hit the age of 13(to 18) they get labled as "trouble" no matter how high the kids morals are! but anyways Shawn dropped me off at home without us going in to talk to Cory...cuz i would rather avoid the situation(and i didnt want him driving to my house and then talking to my mom about me...when i did nothing wrong!!!) but then i talked the night away on the phone with Jason and Shawn which was not smart considering it was a chuch night...so like i woke today and sadly missed the youth (at sunny 9am!!!) but went to service and it was great...and some people got saved...i mean when people get saved it just makes me happy(so this entire day ive been like crazy!) but then like after church Jason, Arianna, and Shawn came over 4 lunch. Oh, and HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRITTANY AND ARIANNA!!! so then Jason and Shawn went over to the park and played Ultimate Frisbee with the youth...and i so wanted so go, but my mom decided to take a nap and i lost all hope! but then we dropped off Arianna and went to Britt's house 4 her sur-prise parT...it was uber-fun and then we like walked down the road to the church and went to the baptismal service...and it was so amazing...And im like so happy 4 Paul, Kelli, and Heather who got baptized! I Luv Ya'll!!! but like at the service thing are whole youth group could just feel God there and like we got so deep in the worship...and it gave me the motivation to open up about God's word and just change some things i need to change to be a better person, to better be fixed on being a more Godly person! And then we like went back to Britt's and had a water balloon fight(including hose and a pool filled with water...which I got dumped in twice by Paul and another guy...so not funny!Lol!) but yea...thankfully Britt let me borrow some of her clothes so i wouldnt be drenched when i went with Jason and Shawn(and my mom) to Starbucks...but omg...Heather was so sweet to me today...like about my cutting problem, she can relate and it means ALOT to me...that she'd take the time to care so much...and just the fact that today i felt the fact that so many people really do care about me...and i never really feel that way...it means so much(wow my eyes are seriously swelling up right now!) but yea...after that...i went to Starbucks and then home...where i am now...sitting and typing...and so so bored...so like call anytime u guys...817-563-5997...Bunches O' Luv!!!

*Corina*



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