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| Facist Pigs & How They Dancelong time. so how have i been? well went thru "college", got a "degree". offical IT person now. well as soon as that one place gets back to me itll be more offical but bear with me. Nat is 8 months now and i swear shell be running in a few weeks, she already crawls faster than my dog runs so maybe its better if she just stays in the crawling phase. looking at houses and cars. dunno what to buy but alas it will be 4 doors. got braces off after 3.5 years. they gave me some kinda step down invisi-bracers, dunno what that is about.my dog has diarrhea he poops like a fountain, kind of funny to watch unless he is doing it on the couch. no more to talk about atm, ill try writing in this again before next year =P. | | |
| shoes of the magic kindi bought new shoes, they are the new nike shocks. they are bright orange and for some reason they make me feel much older than i really am. i feel like the old guy wearing kahkis and pure white shoes. not that i have a keen fashion sense (and for those of you who know me are sure of this fact), but this is an obvious fashion no no. for some reason this upsets me. maybe its the 100$ i spent on them. i dunno. but whatever. blog. | | |
| long time no write. well, got a job at costco. kinda fun, but still work. uhhhh.... getting married on june 10. kinda crazy. and well, i am gonna be a father. i think thats the more interesting tid bit. and for those of u who know stacy and myself.... this kid is gonna be fucked up. but no all seriousness, if its a boy james scott gwinn and if its a girl stephanie leanne gwinn. (you have no idea how hard it was talking stacy into letting me name the girl steph, btw.) i dunno. seems like its strange. if u can imagine what its like to be in a black hole with all of ur friends immune to the effects of the vortex, then maybe u understand what i feel like. suddenly i am all grown up and i dont know where the past years have gone. haha listen to me not even 21 and sounding like im gonna have a heart attack tomorrow. if you wouldve asked me 10 years ago if this is where i thought id be, id kick u in the knee or something of that nature. but hey maybe this IS how its meant to be. its life. curveballs in abundance. or maybe its a slider. i dunno. life sure is funny. | | |
| Life is kinda interesting, my job... is going away. i think ive said that before but what i havent said is they are giving me $1500 to leave and they pay me for how long ive been with the company. so i get $2000 to be fired. i can handle that. i dunno what ill do after this job tho. montana looks interesting and so does San Fransisco. i think we might just pack up and go. could be fun. im tired of the mid west. its so boring, nothing like wilmington or pittsburgh. nothing like carolina beach or the road between cranberry and evans city in the fall. nothing here. it bores me. hopefully a move is in the future. *sigh* so bored. | | |
| when i woke up tonite i said "I gotta make somebody love me." and now i know that its you. you lucky, youre so lucky. well do ya wanna? | | |
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