Well it has been a really long time since I have updated. Been real busy and really confused about some things.

Have you ever had your thoughts center around one person? Wonder if they knew that you liked them? Everyone has that one special somebody for them but trying to find them is the hard part. Looking for love is like looking for a lost golf ball in the rough. You know what you are looking for but you can never find and it is ALWAYS right in front of you. There is always that one person that you can NEVER get out of your mind. You always think about her and what she is doing and who she is with. You plan your life out what you will be doing after you are married and had kids. I wonder what she would do if she knew how I felt. We have always been friends but what now. I know she is a very committed Christain and keeps God first. She would probably freak out if she knew but Oh Well. Well a very good friend of mine, who is like a sister, told me this week that somethings that make a difference is just who you hear them from.(you know who you are and that I appreciate everything you do for me. And that I love ya). Some people can tell you something but another person, who you are closer to, can tell you and it makes all the difference in the world.

If every word I said
Could make you laugh
I'd talk forever (together my love)
I ask the sky just what we had
Mmm It shone forever (together my love my my my my my my my my my my my
my my)
If the song I sing to you
Could fill your heart with joy
I'd sing forever (together my love my my my my)
Forever
Forever
I've been so happy loving you

Do do do do do do do do do together my love

Let the love I have for you
Live in your heart
And beat forever (together my love)
Forever
Forever
I've been so happy loving you

Baby just let me sing it my baby
I wanna be singin' my baby
Baby baby baby my baby
I wanna be singin'
I wanna be singin' my baby
Oh oh oh oh
My my my my my my

So I'm goin' away
Mmm but not forever
Na na na na
I gotta love you anyway

Forever-Beach Boys....

Have you ever had someone who would just put a song in your head when you thought about or saw the special someone that you really liked? Well mine does. She is just so special and intoxicating to be around or to talk too. I just wished that I knew how to tell her that I liked her.

I thought about her a lot today. Could not get her out of my head. One of these days I will tell her and take her out. I do not know what I am so afraid of. Maybe I think it would ruin our friendship or something. Well maybe I need to sleep on it.

Later!!!

Hey!!

Well I am at work watching the clock. It is moving SO slow right now. It has been such a long day since we got out of session at 1:00. Things are going okay though. It is just real tough to find stuff to do when there is nothing to do. Well tomorrow will be fun. I get to go to the VCU-UNCW game with the pages tomorrow night at the Seigel Center. It will be awesome to the home town guys playing.

Well I got to meet the Governor( Tim Kaine) the other day. That was awesome. Not many people get to meet the Governor of their state like that.

Well not much else is going on. I will probably update again tomorrow night after the game. Well Later!!