I felt something catch in my throat, a sudden surge of sadness that caught me unaware. it almost managed to take my breath away. that was the thing; you never got used to it. you never got used to the idea of someone being gone. just when you think it's okay, and you think you've accepted it, someone points it out to you, and it hits you all over again, and it's just as shocking as the first time.

Sometimes you need to put the past behind, the saddest aside. You need to forget everything you ever felt; your feelings, your thoughts. Everything that was ever there. Because you can't get hurt if you don't care.

look at her.
shes smiling,
is she happy?
what does it matter?
she looks happy.

I have noticed that if you look carefully
at people's eyes the first five seconds they look at you,
the truth of their feelings will shine through
for just an instant before it flickers away.

I need your grace to remind me to find my own.

i, i can do anything, if you want me here.
and i can fix anything if you let me near.
where are those secrets now;
that you're too scared to tell.
i whisper them all aloud.
so you can hear yourself.
 i'm sorry i have to say it,
but you look like you're sad,
your smile is gone. i've noticed it bad.
the cure is if you let in, just a little more love.
i promise you this, a little's enough..

If shame had a face,
I think it would kind of look like mine.
If it had a home it would be my eyes.
Would you believe me if I said I'm tired of this?

And all the things you put me through,
I'm holding on by letting go of you.

Spend your time perfecting tomorrow
not correcting yesterday.

"Life is all flowers and sausages" Gosh Sarajo, didn't you know that?