| Poems that im writing!! they need some work but its nice to get it out there.
Unexperienced Beauty
Your face sends sparkles in my heart,
Lights up my world and takes me away,
Gains trust and for me a fresh start.
Oh if you only knew,
Its killing me inside,
That you don’t know I would die for you.
Constant thoughts of you in my mind,
But somehow its fades away,
With your actions that are unkind.
Why is it so easy for you to come and go,
I just don’t understand
The gratefulness you will never know.
On and on this can go with my pain,
But I can take you away,
To a place of beauty where we will remain.
My Pain
Painful thoughts of you
Pierce through my head
Like little bolts of lighting,
Many words that remain unsaid.
The love that I thought we had,
The love I thought we shared,
Has vanished in to the night,
Leaves me feeling weak and just sad.
Oh how I long to tell you
My heart aches for that love,
And a life forever
That you promised me of.
Dead friend
Its like I buried my best friend,
The one who I shared my secrets to
And the love notes I used to send.
Where did that friend go?
Is he still here or did I leave him
Alone to grow.
Except did he grow like the flower in the breeze?
Or did he fall like coward
With weak knees?
Is he really my friend,
Because I don’t recognize him
Is this going to stay or is this going to end?
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| Ok im in a goood mood today!!!!!!!!! NO more self pity from now on Im
going to live life for me not trying to find happiness in others. Its
just not working for me....I need to stick with my orginal plan before
I went to ILLINOIS no relationships until I know myself and my career
better...guys just fog my mind! I cant deal with that crap right now!
Its just not my style never has been and why am I letting it happen
now. I mean I liked a guy last week and he had this ex girl that just
had to tell me they dated and i was like OK i will back off I
understand...but then this girl was supposed to hang out with me
today...whatever! I am sick of being a nice person this is just too
exhausting!! christians arent even nice people sometimes!! I cant
believe the repetations that some christians get! That is just
not right for them not right at all....christians are supposed to be
examples and they are just stereotyped as gossip judgers down here and
they are just not right for that not right at all. I was judged today
as unhappy and now that Ihttp://www.mozilla.com/firefox/central/ think
about it I AM so im going to do something about that to create a better
environment for my career and a better environment for friends as well
because im sick of it! REALLY sick of it.....Unhappiness is not a way
to live and I know that now...so no more calling and no more crying and
no more complaining I am finished and fed up with childish shit....AMEN
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| Artist/Band: Urban Keith
Lyrics for Song: Tonight I Wanna Cry
Lyrics for Album: Be HereAlone in this house again tonight
I got the TV on, the sound turned down and a bottle of wine
There's pictures of you and I on the walls around me
The way that it was and could have been surrounds me
I'll never get over you walkin' away
(Chorus:)
I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let got of my pain
To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain
From my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry
Would it help if I turned a sad song on
"All By Myself" would sure hit me hard now that you're gone
Or maybe unfold some old yellow lost love letters
It's gonna hurt bad before it gets better
But I'll never get over you by hidin' this way
(Chorus 2x)
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| Im done being sweet and nice and stupid! AGGGGGGGH I absolutely HATE love HATE it.....little boys who chase after little girls are stupid! Im so sick of giving everything and getting back nothing! God has some one out there for me but I am so sick of getting heeart broken and torn down! I hate it my heart feels so tired and so sick of being manipulated and used over and over by the same person....why cant I get away and why do I still care for that person why! Its killing me and I just want to forget it ever happend...forget it all so many regrets.......its useless and im tired |
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