Life can take some interesting turns....

I was just made an offer that I would jump at in a heartbeat if it was made to me perhaps just a month ago....

but now...

sigh, i feel like my life is a mess~

too bad no one can make any decisions for me but me...

ahhhhhhh im giving in...

i hate tearing myself up because of this...

i've decided..  columbia it is...

i'll be much happier if i decide on one thing, rather than worrying about it, always thinking about it...

now maybe i can breathe out a sigh of relief

I have been asked this question a few times already since I've came back, "Why are you not happy?"

I was very confused. Why would I not be happy? What made you guys think that?

Then I realized that all my xanga entries lately have been quite depressing...  I hadn't even noticed it..

I may have been frustrated because of some very important decisions I have to make..  took me a long time to decide what to do and what is best...  

thanks guys... for all of your concerns and kindness.. you are tooooooo sweet... hahahahha

everything in hk is going really well actually.. im having a great time here...    i like my job (so far) and my co-workers, i love the yummy food, it is very nice spending time with family and friends~   and the shopping is just too awesome~ hahahaha... 

the weather is sucky though.... its either very humid and hot so that i almost suffocate, or its raining non-stop... its yucky... 

oh oh oh!!!   im going to get a new cell phone :) hehe....  wat do you guys think about the LG KS20?  of LG KF700?

Decisions Decisions Decisions

so many i have to make...

so many i am scared to make...

what if i made the wrong one?

我做人一向都好小心, 做每一件事之前,都會諗得好清楚,先至做一個最理智既選擇, 從來都唔會做d大擔,不負責任,或唔理其他人感受既行為

咁樣就俾人話我悶,太保守,太認真... (我好怕人哋咁樣話我,因為我會覺得自己都係)

我依家想做d唔理智既事,咁可能會令我開心噃一陣... (最後會唔會有好既結果就真係唔知啦)

同時可以俾我做d自私d,唔理後果既野,放鬆一下自己...

因為我有時都覺得自己真係太過執著... 樣樣野都要做得最好最啱...

我今次可以不負責任咁去試,去做嗎? 你讚唔讚成?