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Wednesday, February 23, 2005

graduations coming up:
May 29, 2005 @ 4pm

so is prom:
May 14, 2005

i didnt go to semior mens even though i wsa sposed to ... 350 down the drain ...

college is coming up, i applied to TX A&M. UT Austin. and UH Honors

ive only been accepted to UH as of yet... i dont really care if i get into A&M or not.. the school i really want to get nto is UTA... but then i'd have to live with my brotherr and his friends....


Tuesday, November 23, 2004

hey all ... in taiwan right now... hit me up if ya wanna (if you cwant me to dring anything back just leave it on an eprop msg) ... later


Thursday, October 28, 2004

hey guys everybody... been a while ya? man things have been hectic lately. i dont know what to say. the world te same. things havent changed. all i want to do ... is survive high school. thats all i want. i just want it to be over. im so tired.


Wednesday, September 15, 2004

monday ray died.

he hit the curb on sharpview and lacyhill. his wake is today and his funeral tomorrow. fuck why him.. why now??? he was only 17. he was one of my best friends. one of those best friends forever type of friends. id always pictured him in scattered moments of my life. prom, sr gurls, graduation, if i ever got married.. but now hes gone.

living in my neighborhood is hell now. everywhere i go.. i expect to see him. riding around on his bike or turning the corner with his car. i thought i saw him at school.. playing lacrosse.... DAMMIT I WANT HIM BACK WHY COULDNT IT HAVE BEEN ME????!!!???!?!?!??sdfiyaweotuy 42356834876yujdauiftgyhuFUCK iokhedtfgkl;udsfkl

rest in peace brother, ill be missin you




Saturday, September 11, 2004

woke up today and went to work.. was pretty norm. then i got home and got the call.. so i dont know. i dont know how i feel. it hurts so much but for some reason i dont think im crying enough. i didnt even get to say goodbye. i love him so much. and they said he was getting better and out of intensive care and they said he was looking so much better. and now i odnt know what to do. i dont want him gone. i want him here. it sucks though. i suck so much. i went to taiwan to visit and i hardly spent anytime with him. i was so bad there. i drank and shopped and never thought to spend just a little more time with him. whats wrong with me. ill never see him again.




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Friday, March 25, 2005

whats up!! im in austin.... waaassssssssssssup to all those austin people... my new-cell e is  832.868.5014. i have no ones number anymore.. i had to call this one dude just to get Lucy's # thanks gosh i saved at least his number on my phone and not on my sim card!!! anyways im leaving saturday. so too bad i havent any time to visit the campus!! i woke up too late(my bro tried to wake me up early this mornin ba i just couldn't do it) OOPS! tehehe but he was sweet... at least daniel tried. well im havin a really good time up here just chillin with my pimp ass niggas rhaiya, bryan neero, and sadE and then my sister, reeves,and double daniels <carver, lo>  i hope i get into UTA but i dont think i`will... oh well... at least i have UH to fall back on!! well sorry i been a lil MIA .... still got luv for all my homies!!


Wednesday, February 23, 2005

graduations coming up:
May 29, 2005 @ 4pm

so is prom:
May 14, 2005

i didnt go to semior mens even though i wsa sposed to ... 350 down the drain ...

college is coming up, i applied to TX A&M. UT Austin. and UH Honors

ive only been accepted to UH as of yet... i dont really care if i get into A&M or not.. the school i really want to get nto is UTA... but then i'd have to live with my brotherr and his friends....


Tuesday, November 23, 2004

hey all ... in taiwan right now... hit me up if ya wanna (if you cwant me to dring anything back just leave it on an eprop msg) ... later


Thursday, October 28, 2004

hey guys everybody... been a while ya? man things have been hectic lately. i dont know what to say. the world te same. things havent changed. all i want to do ... is survive high school. thats all i want. i just want it to be over. im so tired.


Wednesday, September 15, 2004

monday ray died.

he hit the curb on sharpview and lacyhill. his wake is today and his funeral tomorrow. fuck why him.. why now??? he was only 17. he was one of my best friends. one of those best friends forever type of friends. id always pictured him in scattered moments of my life. prom, sr gurls, graduation, if i ever got married.. but now hes gone.

living in my neighborhood is hell now. everywhere i go.. i expect to see him. riding around on his bike or turning the corner with his car. i thought i saw him at school.. playing lacrosse.... DAMMIT I WANT HIM BACK WHY COULDNT IT HAVE BEEN ME????!!!???!?!?!??sdfiyaweotuy 42356834876yujdauiftgyhuFUCK iokhedtfgkl;udsfkl

rest in peace brother, ill be missin you



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