by lauralee[1] Someday I hope you will be sorry for what you've done.
I hope you look back at everything that happened and feel horrible.
I hope you realize what you've done to me, how you killed me.
I want you to feel like the asshole you are. [2] Forget about him and everything he has done. Forget about the way he curses at you. Forget the way he hurts your emotions. Forget ever loving him, and stop loving him. [3] some days you just want to be left alone. some days you just want everyone to go away. some days you just cant handle life... some days you want to die... [4] look at your ugly face... tear streaked and makeup stained... look at your ugly arm... blood streaked and scared. [5] I really wanna call you,
but I know that its not right.
I probably shouldnt tell you,
but I dreamed of you last night. [6] and i know it sounds confusing,
but at that moment, i just wanted
to walk out of the room i was in,
sit down in the middle of the hall
way, and cry. just cry. [7] we don't talk anymore and i can't understand why
it's like you gave me wings, then told me it's illegal to fly [8] I think I finally realized how much
that boy truly fucked me over,
While I was lying in my bed last night,
Thinking how he doesn't care for me anymore [9] I hear our voices from our last fight
Oh how we were screaming.
No more lies or teary eyes.
yeah im through with this hate [10] wanna tell you a secret
and leave it on your lips
wanna sing it through your body
wanna tell it through this kiss
if i told you my secret
would you swear to keep it
would you swear to keep it [11] My words are thought out to be perfect.
Nothing that I do anymore is strictly chance.
I never used to be so reserved as this.
I used to be able to live without regrets.
Then you came along, and I regret everything.
I can barely stand on my own two feet anymore,
At least not without being afraid someone will push me down. [11] She'll make it easier for you.
She'll just walk away and leave you be.
One knows when it is time to get away.
And even though you broke her heart,
And if she walks away she will never come back,
But if that is what she has to do for you, then so be it.
She understands exactly what she is doing.
And she is doing it because she loves you.
and she just cant anymore Cause you never had any heart to love her. Because, oh yea, that’s right, you just broke her. [12] Sometimes it feels as though the past is holding me back.
I can feel it tugging upon my arms, as I pull away.
I'm trying to forget everything about it,
And more and more everyday I notice how it's impossible.
You can't forget and leave what your past was.
The only memories that fade are the good ones. [13] Don’t threaten me with what
you think I feel. If you could
read my mind - you'd be in
tears.
[14] Theres only so much pain
One teenage girl's heart can take.
&& you my dear..
Have exceeded the limits
[15] So I'll begin again,
but it hurts;; please
understand, it hurts
[16] One of these days something is really going
to destroy me
&& I won’t be able to get up afterwards
[17] The last bitter pill slides down her throat. Replaying those words; "I'll never leave you". shedding her tears with a wish to die fast, All because forever didn't seem to last. [18] once you fall in love with someone.
they will always be a part of you.
even if you never talk,
they'll still cross your mind,
and the thought of them,
being with anyone else hurts [19] Sometimes I cry myself to sleep at night,
And other times I lay awake,
Wondering why am I even here?
Why can't life just be fair?
I never wanted any of this,
I wish it wasn't real. [20] I have come to realize that he's just a guy,
a special one maybe, but he's not mine. I don't need to do things to make him love me again.
If he wanted to, he would. [21] You’re amazing.. you know that?
You see me breaking, falling apart, so full of hatred,
and yet you love me.
You see me crying, weak, and yet remain unphased.
I don't know how you can love me,
but whatever it is I hope it doesn't go away [22] love is always a good thing no matter how much it hurts.
even after it's over, even through the pain,
anyone who has ever really loved will tell you that
they never regretted a second of it,
no matter how much it hurt in the end.
and if you tell me differently,
i will tell you that you were not truly in love [23] It's too late baby,
There's no turning around
I've got my hand in my pocket
and my head in a cloud
This is how I do.
When I think about you
I never thought that you
Could break me apart
I keep a sinister smile
And a hold of my heart. [24] when we meet again,
we'll probably talk about the weather
cause that's what people do when they grow apart.
and that's what we'll do when we grow apart. [24] .“Me? I'm scared of everything! I'm scared of what I saw, I'm scared of what I did, of who I am, and most of all I'm scared of walking out of this room and never feeling the rest of my whole life the way I feel when I'm with you!”
-Dirty Dancing [25] it's funny because when you do something
right, no one remembers. but when you do
something wrong, no one forgets . . .
[26]
i know i'm full of
m i s t a k e s
(( disappointments ))
and |failures|
but i promise there's a part of me
that's worth keeping [27] singing in a car packed full of your close friends,
laughing & smiling and having the best time of
your life. with the * windows down & the moon
shining bright. now these are the days that i live for.
[28] I think we should just go with the flow
and see where it is that we go
i want to share these moments with you
get to know your deepest secrets
and fall even harder along the way. [29] I hate it when people say
"Just get over him, he's not coming back"
because in my mind
I think maybe they're right this time around | 
