Currently Listening Closing Down the Pattern Department By Daphne Loves Derby see related

have you ever wanted to tell someone something, but you dont know how to say it? well probly, i mean who hasn't, but..shya, that how i feel rite now. thats allllllll there really is to say

Currently Listening Retaliation By Dane Cook see related

hiya hottie totties

soOoOoOo...it has been like..a month (happy 7 months pravin) and everyones like JKDFGHJRG update! sooo, i will 

well, i went to England for christmas, it was okay, freeeeeeeezing, but i liked getting to see all my family again cuz i havent seen them in like 2 years, i have pics from it but i can never be bothered to put them up sorry o!

and thennnnn i came back, and it was new years! yayy, i heart you matty chester & then me and natalia tried to be hyper with drink's mix, but that didnt work out too well haha and yayaya, the rest of the break was good

school sucks, whats new eh? its just so blah, but oh wells this weekend has been so fun!

OH YEAH! and on thursday night mendez came and brought me pretty flowers () and that was fun, i heart my sister and him

and oOoOoh yes, i heart working out with beth em rach pravin and jason! they're my favorites

friday me and some of the girlies went to panera bread (scary mexican guys groping the window = ahhhh, but hyper happy dancing = lovelove.) then we shopped for a bit, p.s. me & emily are the best for not buying anything and thennnn, we went to scotts and watched office space, soOoOoOo funny and thennn, i went to go hang out with pravin

and lalalala, i just chilled the rest of the weekend & hung out with pravin a lot, & i also watched part of scream 3 and it was....THE scariest thing ive ever seen, ahhh sfdjghkdzjh and ooooh, yeah, house of pies last night, so yummy! and weird boys in the bathroom...haha and the  face on my leg

so! you cant be mad at me anymore, so yayay! love you guys like purple socks love their pink toasters!! xoxo

oh yeah!! happy 2006

P.S.!!!!!!! i am SO excited for spring break and to go skiing and hopefully not break my leg...eeeeeeeeee!!!!

Currently Listening Stop All the World Now By Howie Day see related

HAPPY 6 MONTHS PRAVIN!

hiyo, it has been um.....forever, shya!

finals are stupid, i hate them so much, but i hate myself more for not even being able to get a certain grade in chemistry and now i have an 89 semester average...

i've been to the doctors oh you know, like a billion times in the last 2 months, its gay, and i dont like it. i went yesterday and we sat there for an hour waiting for my appointment, then it took like 9345784758247 years to get home, i was so frustrated. then i studied algebra, which made me more frustrated, because i suck at it...go life.

i leave on friday, im excited but i dont really want to go, but i do, but im going to miss lotsa people

i dont like people who say they care about you and then they um...DONT AT ALL. ugh, thats happened to me a lot lately, its stupid & im fed up with you.

this isnt the happiest entry ever but im not the happiest person right now so woop de doo..byebye hottie totties

2005:

1) Was 2005 a good year for you?
    the first part was like...the worst of my life, but then around april it started getting better and now i love it!

2) What was your favorite moment of the year?
    meeting pravin

3) What was your least favorite moment of the year?
    losing someone i loved a lot

4) Where were you when 2005 began?
   with my best friends

5) Who were you with?
   best friends..

6) Where will you be when 2005 ends? 
    hopefully meller's house

7) Who will you be with when 2005 ends?
   the people i love

8) Did you keep your new years resolution of 2005?
    i didnt make one, well i probably did but forgot it

9) Do you have a new years resolution for 2006?
   ahaha, the workout crew knows

10) Did you fall in love in 2005? 
      yes

11) If yes, with who? 
    

12) If yes, do they know? 
      probly

13) Are you still in love with them?
      yes

14) Do you regret it?
     no, i love love

15) Did you breakup with anyone in 2005? 
     yes

16) Did you make any new friends in 2005?
     yes

17) Who are your favorite new friends?
     probly the new cymbal girls

18) What was your favorite month of 2005? 
       June

19) Did you travel outside of the US in 2005? 
      yes..well i havent yet but i will before 2005 is over!

20) How many different states did you travel to in 2005?
      cali....yeah thats it i think

21) Did you lose anybody close to you in 2005?
      yes, they didnt die but i definately lost them

22) Did you miss anybody in the past year? 
      yeppers

23) What was your favorite movie that you saw in 2005? 
      ummm, red eye?

24) What was your favorite song from 2005? 
      no idea

25) What was your favorite record from 2005? 
      postal service maybe

26) How many concerts did you see in 2005? 
      likeeeee....i dn!

27) Did you have a favorite concert in 2005? 
       jingle jam

28) Did you drink a lot of alcohol in 2005? 
     no

29) Did you do a lot of drugs in 2005? 
      nooooooooope

30) How many people did you sleep with in 2005?
      i fell asleep with lotsa people

31) Did you do anything you are ashamed of this year?
     psh yes

32) What was the biggest lie you told in 2005? 
    no idea

33) What was the worst lie someone told you in 2005?
     no idea

34) Did you treat somebody badly in 2005? 
     yes

35) Did somebody treat you badly in 2005? 
     yes

36) How much money did you spend in 2005? 
     lotssssss

37) What was your proudest moment of 2005? 
     ummm, making cymbal line again? getting 1st chair concert 1??

38) What was your most embarrassing moment of 2005?
     i do something embarrassing like everyday so...yes

39) If you could go back in time to any moment of 2005 and change something, what would it be? 
     i'd go back to the beginning of the year and change some stuff even though you shouldnt regret stuff

40) What are your plans for 2006? 
       TO LOVE ON EVERYONE...

i feel a tad better now

Currently Listening A Fever You Can't Sweat Out By Panic! At the Disco see related

im borrrrrred, today was monday, it was alritey cept i was tired cuz i could NOT go to sleep last night at all!!!!! dfjlkhgkdjfg, anyone else??

i have no homework, yippie yippie yum yum!  

thanksgiving break was so good! yayayaya, hide and seek in the dark!!!!! omg, funniest thing ever! sorry for whoever was sitting on your face chester....(BEN).. oOoOoOo i love my friends pravin you are a hottie...DUH i hope you feel better o!!!

wooooooooo, this is really random, lalalala, i think im going to get my haircut today so..wooooo! BETH YOU LOSER, pick up your phone and tell me who used to cut you hair..segjlsgdgfj 

oh P.S. i love the drumline guys!!!!!  (most of my faves are leaving me next year even mr spanish pants) BUT there are still some hottie totties....im sure you can figure out who, so...shya, i love you hottie guys!

okay.....later cuteys

Currently Listening Hellogoodbye By Hellogoodbye see related

chelloooo

IT'S THANKSGIVING BREAK....ayayyayaya, yippie yippie yum yum

so far it has been muy exelento (omg i suck at spanish...THANKS mr Garcia)

on friday i went shopping with my mum and got a new jacket, its so cuteylicious and warm, and i like to be an eskimo/bear in it, rawr indeed. then i went to Chili's with kar kris and em, soooo much fun! i laughed the whole time i love you girlie faces Then after i went to matty chestA's house, so much fun oooh yes, and after school i also went to visit NATALIA hard at work....too busy to talk to me

on saturday iiiiii watched making the band, oooh i love it! then me and pravin went to the park, i love the swings and acorns!! then we watched real world marathon but he left and then i watched the episode where danny's mum died and it was soooo sad BUT, then i got ready and went to johhny carinos with pravin and then we saw harry potter (it was scary! but good! but kinda long..!)

and nowwwwwww, i woke up at 8:30, & i cant sleep at all i am retarded....& really want the apple pie thats in my kitchen, but i dont want to eat it by myself

HOKAY, later hottie totties, love youuuuuu

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oh dear god......i am so bored, i miss my sister

LAST PERSON;
YOU HUGGED: sister
YOU KiSSED: pravin
YOU WiSHED HAPPY BiRTHDAY: errr, matt? jason? iii dn
YOU EMAiLED: talia
YOU THOUGHT OF: pravin
YOU SAW: mum & dad
YOU TOLD i LOVE YOU: sister
YOU HAD A CRUSH ON: pravin
YOU SHOPPED WiTH: sistA
YOU DROVE WiTH: joshie
YOU TALKED TO: josh...ew, tehe
YOU iMED: austin/josh IM'd me
YOU LAUGHED WiTH: sis
YOU WENT TO THE MOViES WiTH: pravin