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Name: Caitlyn
Country: United States
State: Florida
Metro: Jacksonville
Birthday: 4/10/1991
Gender: Female


Interests: i like to skateboard..i like poetry,art, and photography..i like punk/rock music(greenday,my chemical romance,piller,simpleplan,G.C.,uncle cracker,beastlie boys,3days grace,taking back sunday,my getaway,hawthorne heights, Poison The Well, Hopesfall, From Autumn To Ashes, Love Is Red, Nora, Norma Jean, Underoath, The Spill Canvas, Saosin, Emery, Haste The Day, It Dies Today, Killswitch Engage, The Bled, Mortal Treason, My Chemical Romance,, Coheed And Cambria, Between The Buried And Me, Yesterdays Rising, Arms Bend Back, From First To Last, Eighteen Visions, Days Like These, The Felix Culpa, Converge, Daughters, Ed Gein, Finch, Thirsday, Silverstein, The Used, The Calm, The Chariot, Alexisonfire, Senses Fail, The Bled, Evergreen Terrace, Matchbook Romance, As I Lay Dying,icp,incubus,dashboard confessionals,hole,assention,led zepplin,linkin park,blink182,simpleplan,metallica,papa roach,lost phrophets,alice in chains,red hot chili peppers,pearl jam) i also am good at being stupid..and i
Expertise: uhh...dance..skateboarding...photography.. poetry..oo did i metchion being sucky at stuff?
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Wednesday, May 25, 2005

I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Tried to kill it all away
But I remember everything
What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away in the end
You could have it all, my empire of dirt
I will let you down, I will make you hurt
I wear this crown of shit, upon my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time, the feelings disappear
You are someone else, I am still right here
What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away in the end
You could have it all, my empire of dirt
I will let you down, I will make you hurt
If I could start again, a million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way


Friday, March 25, 2005

new xanga!..same layout and everything just a new name.you can still comment on the post below.if you love me you will comment!!..heres the link for the new xanga.

www.xanga.com/xtragicxsuicidex

ill be posting there from now on.but comment below to/.


Wednesday, March 23, 2005

new layout.

heres some poems and quotes.robert theres one for you down there somewhere. please comment. oo and read the actual post below this one. its got a long poem.so if you truely love me youll comment on both.

watching you from a distance
afraid to get too close ..
hoping you`ll realize
who loves you the most ..
but unless you open your eyes
to the one whos always there
you wont
realize that
im the
only one who truly cares .. <3

                                 if i had the
                                  [g u T s]
                      i would walk to your house ..
                         in the pouring rain ..
                   id knock on your door
              & wait for you to answer
                 id tell you my pain
                i would tell you that i love you
                         i would tell you how long
                       i would tell you that this
                                feeling
                        it cant be wrong
                      id tell you to dump her
                                      to be with me
                             [F o R e V e R]
                  i would tell you to hold me
                           in your arms
                                      and to
                                [N e V e R]
                                    let me go ...

remember when ...
boys had cooties, when friends always listened to you, when dreams were unshattered and worries were few. when recess was too short and life was too long. when decisions came easily with no need to belong. when storks delivered babies and passions werent so strong when friendships werent broken, right was right and wrong was wrong. when bad things didnt happen, only skinned knees brought tears and the night light quieted all our fears. when decisions were solved by "eni,meanie,mini,mo." when boys were so YuCkY! and goodbye only meant till tomorrow. when your clothes didnt need to match and real friends didnt part. and the fun went on forever..without a broken heart

robert this ones for you!--

a real love ? its when you shed tears for him
but still care for him -- its when he ignored u
but u still long for him and its when he starts
loving another -and yet you still manage to
s m i l e and find the courage too say ~
I m . h a p p y . f o r . y o u u

so once again
i`ll feel my heart break over something
that was only  in my head ..
but don`t forget ..
i meant EVERY word i should of left
UNSAiD

i carved your name into this bullet so everyone would
know that you were the last thing going through my head

 Sometimes I feel like no one cares. Sometimes I feel like no one is there. Sometimes I want to kill myself. Sometimes I think I need some help. Sometimes I feel like I’m alone. Sometimes I’m in an empty zone. Sometimes I feel like I’m not alive. Sometimes I wonder if I’m deprived. Sometimes I think the world should end. Sometimes I think I have no friends. Sometimes I want to make them see. Sometimes I wish I wasn’t me.

 

        anyways please comment on this and the one below.theres a poem and a post on the one below.so read it if you love me.</3

<-for him

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uhmm