Currently Listening It's Time By Michael Bublé Quando Quando Quando see related

hey all sorry i havent updated in a super long time, lifes not been the best lately. Sorry if im never online anymore i think im still grounded from the internet and probably will be for a long time, and sneaking on isn't the easiest for me in the winter because im like brr no way do i wanna go all the way downstairs were its freezing when i can be all snuggled up in my warm bed. Plus i tend to call Kris and talk to him when i can because thats not anywere near as often as it used to be before the whole situation happened. But anyways this week has been crazy. I went and sang at a couple of retirement homes last night with my choir and it was definatly sweet! Old people are the coolest, i think we made a lot of them really happy. Although i heard that one time we walked past a rec room and as we were passing this old guy was like GGRRR! and than started playing ice ice baby really loud! lmao i wish i could have seen that cuz thats really funny. Im trying to get a new job right now at this place called cornerstone coffee and if i get you guys have to come and get coffee there all the time..deal? alrighty well i'll update more later, love ya'll (ya ya'll is def. the thing now kris heh love you hunny) -Jenn

so michael buble is definatly a hottie, just thought i would share that with you all :)!                                    

so heres a new poem that i wrote last night. I like how its written, but i really dont like the poem much at all. so here it goes, tell me what you think.

i never felt so much alone

as i write to you through song

try to tell how much I care,

but part of me is gone

you'll hear this song and never know

that it was meant for you

you'll look at me and smile

humming with the tune

But as i said a verse before

part of me is gone

and somethign like this is hard to fix

when things have gone so wrong

pretending makes it go away

hiding it works well

cutting makes it bleed away

but the pain begins to swell

it rips at you from inside

and tears endlessly at your heart

nags and bothers to your brain

until you fall apart

once this would make you feel so right

the calm after the storm

the thing that put you back together

now seems like the norm

once broken you may never know

if you'll ever be the same

and im sick of being played

by this foolish lover's game

but to leave and hurt the one you love

is way too hard to do

so you will just stick to it

like some crazy super glue

so here i sit as he sleeps

writing him a song

trying to help him realize

that part of me is gone

so tell me what you guys think i guess...i like input but never get any. Thanks love ya'll -Jenn

so ya, sorry for not updating lately. I havent really been up to anything interesting.

Monday was monday...i dont even remember what i did monday....oh i worked from 4-9 on monday woo fun.

On tuesday we were supposed to hang out with Andy and he ended up makeing me walk like 3 blocks in the fareezing cold with no coat. And my weird ass mailman who can talk like donald duck yelled at me for not having a coat. But than i took a nap and ended up hanging out at Andy's house after all.

Wed. I saw In Her Shoes with my mom, Jo, and Mique and it was mucho grande fun and was an awsome movie.

Thursday was pretty boring, i left after 3rd hour cuz my head hurt and called kris, talked to him for a little short of an hour than took a really really long nap. Got alergy shots and picked out a saweet pumpkin that im so gonna carve tonight after work...rock on! I always take forever trying to find a pumpkin because i look for the perfect pumpkin.

Friday, well its friday right now. I work 4-8 tonight and than im gonna work on my costume and carve my pumpkin.

tommorrow is the Halloween Party from 5-9 at IHM in the new youth room. If you want to go or need directions call me or you can call the church number 393-3030

love ya'll -Jenn

Currently Listening Lifehouse By Lifehouse you and me see related

ok so they know whats wrong now and im gonna get better..yay! So you have 4 nasal cavities in your head. They should all drain together. Well for some reason, either a bad sinus infection or some kind of infection, were it drains got plugged. So all 4 of mine are full which is what is causing my headachs, and why they move to different spots of my head and are so random. So they gave me an antibiotic that i have to take for like a month, like i take it for a week then skip a week then take it for a week until its gone. If that hurts my stomach too much then i would have to wear an IV in my arm for a month or so...the head part of the IV atleast, i think i would have to go to the doctors everyday or something to actually get the meds. put in it. But i would still have to go to work and school and everything with the IV. And if i didn't do that then i would have to go to a nose and throat specialist and they would knock me out and flush it out with water. So right now im doin the easiest option which is the meds, hopefully things will work out well with that. Other than that things are ok, normal i guess, well as normal as things have ever been atleast. But anways im gonna run...thanks to everyone who has been praying for me. Love ya'll -Jenn

oh! p.s.- Im most likely getting a cell phone soon...yay! so whoever has verizon i will be able to call you for free..yay! im gonna ask my dad if we can go look into it today and we'll see what he has to say...but im pretty sure hes gonna let me get one, hes seeming like its a good idea and if im gonna be paying for it and all. But anways going now! lol byes