why is that this has to happen?

it really isnt fair? thats not the right word. w/e. idk how to say wut i want to say.. but i know it makes no difference. it felt so good while it lasted.. i guess it always has to be like this for me. well. this was the last time. from now on, it wont control me, ill control it.

why is that people ask y u care about them?

why is that you cant give them a reason?

what makes someone love someone?

what makes it different from caring about someone?

why do these questions seem so confusing.. and make you feel lost.

cuz thats whats going on in my head.

Currently Reading Ender's Game (Ender Wiggin Saga) By Orson Scott Card see related

not confused anymore... w/e... im tired. i will fight no more forever.. as Cheif Joseph once said.

this book is amazing... i wish i were a military genius.. i wouldnt have to stay on earth.. but live in the battle school... away from stupid problems.

i dont care if u read it whenever.. wtf did u understand of it? nothing. so just fuck off. u dont know shit.

ACC's tomorrow!!!

alot of stuff has happened in the past few weeks.. and its really ironic some of it.. ill leave it at that.. cuz well.. details usually cause conflict.

i actually sat around/ went to band practice all week... didnt do any homework.. which im repenting rite now...

well. idk wut else to say.. i mean.. tehres so much.. yet not that much good can come out of it.. so theres no point in puttin salt on a wound.. just let it be.

big tomorrow... whose not goin to get enough sleep.. MEE!!

you such a fucking SLUT! god damn bitch.