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so i finally figured out my whole umm college list...

1. Mcmurry University
2. University of Central Arkansas
3.Austin College
4. NCTC
5. Mesa state college
6. St. Edwards

so thats it...well bye bye

ok ok...wow so i think i miss my xanga...i feel that i can express myself without someone judging me...
i miss you xanga...

I have been going through changes(not puberty)...
My life has taken a different course, I feel as if I can now express who i am without someone juding how i should be acting and how i should be feeling. College is coming soon, i hope to get into Colorado State University of Pueblo. I would like to study Environmental Science, because I want to make the world better and find different ways to achieve that goal. Yes, i know cheesy but it's how i feel. My dream in life is to change the world...yeah different course i would say....I use to be caught up in peoples lives and caught up with guys that i didnt even stop to look at what i really want. This year i'm going to enjoy and boys are least of my worries right now. College worries me the most these days. I dont know its just like I just want to get into a good school, preferably my choice, but ya know how that goes. I'm also really afraid to leave my mom...shes my #1 supporter, i guess you could say shes my biggest fan. She comes to all my matches, and everything i do she trys so hard to understand why i am doing it....i love her so much...

I dont konw why after all this time i have decided to write on here again but i guess i feel more comfortable on here expressing my feelings than anywhere...

well i thought i would finally update my xanga...

well im sleepy right now...ummm...i have sat's soon...and im getting ready for admissions...im going to admit early...hmmm

im going to newks tennis camp again...ehhh...wel not much is happening so comment!!

jules