wow i am soo stupid...i totally just realized that my headline and subhead totally rhyme...lol..im good. hey i might not be the brightest crayon in the box but i sure as hell stand out.  hee hee...new twist to the old saying.  o o o i got a new bathing suit its soo pretty...lol. well im bored so i will ttyl later

**muahz from manderz**

Well in case anyone cares, today is Luis's n me 16 month anniversary.  Whoot whoot...long long time there.  The grandparents flew down 2day and are staying w/ us for a month...oh joy!  i expect each and every one of you who reads this to answer the questions from my last post...yes all of them jake....   arnt i sooo nice?  you know u all love me!!  well today has be profusly better than the rest of the last month or so, save yesterday.  i love it when we have a clueless sub in government..its not really like we have a real teacher anyways..but being able to play pictionary all class is the best.  We pretty much made all the words that went with butter.  lol..our ADD selves...lol...well i got to adios!!

**muahz from Manderz**

Well Im posting back on Xanga again.  Im sorry that its been so long.  Been very busy between finding a new job, training my horse, school, girl scouts, and football.  Ive just gotten run down.  Today I had a show.  Got 2 second places.  Not so shabby.  But Im not gunna tell on and on about my life..cause thats no fun for ya'll.  hee hee.  my bros going 2 prom 2night so im all alone and i have nothing to do cause the b/f cant go out.  oh well...life goes on.  .  Nows the time to post what you really think of my cause im asking.  Oh yeah i need all of ya'lls input on what i should do w/ my hair.  should i die it back natural (dark brown) or redye this color (red).  and how should i get it cut?  and heres another lovely thing that i stole frm erin...do it now!!!!!!!!!!!

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:
» I committed suicide:
» I said I liked you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I started smoking:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
» I got into a fight and you weren't there:

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:

» Personality:
» Eyes:
» Face:
» Hair:
» Clothes:
» Mannerisms:

[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Would you DO me?
[13] Are we close?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[18] Am I loveable?
[19] How long have you known me?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was your first impression?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?
[23] What do you think my weakness is?
[24] Do you think I'll get married?
[25] What about me makes you happy?
[26] What about me makes you sad?
[27] What reminds you of me?
[28] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] Do you think I would kill someone?
[32] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you

**Muahz frm Manderz**

i soo totally deboed this from erin so yeah erin you rock my socks..lol!

I HURT: When I think about some stuffs
I LOVE: to be flattered and to be with 1) Luis and 2) my bestest friends
I HATE: people that hurt other people

FEAR: spiders and being murdered in my sleep..oh yeah and like hung people (i know that weird)
I HOPE: For tomorrow
I FEEL: everyones suffering
I HIDE: my pain
I DRIVE: a xterra (lol whoot whoot)
I MISS: being a kid when all you worried about was scrapped knees and broken toys, not bleeding hearts and boys
I LEARNED: not everything is fair in our world 
I NEED: a teddy bear and a long convo with someone i trust
I KNOW: what i want to be

I DON'T KNOW: what will come tomorrow

---Body---
-1. What do you most like about your body?: my eyes and my boobs..lol their the perfect size and yeah so i like them
2. And least?:my beastly riding legs
-3. How many fillings do you have?: filling free!!
-4. Do you think you're good looking?: depending on the day
-5. Do other people often tell you that you're good looking?: Luis does and so does my friends, but it takes some convincing
-6. Do you look like any celebrities?:not that i know of

x. father thinks I am: crazzy
x. mother thinks I am: determind
x. my boyfriend/girlfriend thinks I am: perfect
x. three things i am often complimentd for: Smile, Hair (ewww no me gusta), and my choice of friends
x. i get embarrassed when: umm i normally dont
x. makes me happy: my friends and my horses
x. upsets me: people who like ot see others cry

yes or no...
x. i keep a diary: whem emotions overpower me
x. i like to cook: yupp..im pretty good at it twoo
x. i have a secret i have not shared with anyone: yes, many
x. i'm in love: more than you can imagine
x. i set my watch a few minutes ahead: umm my alarm, but not a watch cause i dont have one
x. i bite my fingernails: nope
x. i believe in love: yes...am in it now and it keeps me going

Who is...?
the prettiest male i know of:umm i know i should say Luis but im going to say Riley Smith
the weirdest person i know: i would say me...or Luis..yes Luis wins the crown
the sexiest person i know of: Leah or Jacqui...rawr...lol..j/p
my close friends: Luis, Jacqui, Leah, Tony, Jermey, Erin, Kelcie..etc
Most Boring Teacher: Ward...she is sweet but her lecturing in the morning puts you to sleep
my most overused phrase on IM: lol....lol tony and i are lol-addicts
the last image/thought you go to sleep with: Happines and Luis
your best feature: Eyes.
(most recent) Inside joke: umm...not too sure..too many 
natural hair color: dark "mouse" brown
current hair color: Redish brown but mainly red

eye color: deep blue/grey
birthplace: St.Louis Missouri

( FAMILY )
PARENTS:William (Bill) and Lea Ann 

SIBLINGS: Matt (19)

FAVORITE RELATIVE: AK (aunt karen)

NUMBER:14
color: purple
day:Saturday

SONG: its your love

Would You Ever..
1. Eat a bug?  for a reason maybe

3. Hang glide? In a heartbeat

4. Kill someone? No lifes too precious to take away

5. Have sex with someone you dont love? no...there isnt a point

6. Kiss someone of the same sex? if i was really drunk

7. Have sex with someone of the same sex? not that drunk...never

8. Parachute from a plane?  you couldnt stop me

9. Walk on hot coals?yes just so i could prove to myself i could do it

10. Go out with someone for their looks? No...looks are only a bonus when it comes to dating

1. For their reputation? depending on what it was

12. Be a vegetarian? I couldnt live without meat...im sorry

13. Wear plaid with stripes? Of course

14. IM a stranger: who hasent?

15. Sing karaoke?if you want you eardrums to die..lol..but sure why not?

16. Get drunk off your ass? hmmm...i seem to remember a shoe and a volleyball among other things....so i can say old news

17. Shoplift?  no it retarded..if you need it that much you can work for it

18. Run a red light? on accident

9. Star in a porn video? poultry pack is all i have to say...intern is another

20. Dye your hair blue? i was considering purple...but blue is so much nicer...lol

21. Be on Survivor? i would like to be, but then again no

22. not wear makeup in public? ive done it and would do i again

23. wear too much makeup in public? i dont like to but if i misjudge where im going then...

25. Make someone cry? i dont mean to if i do

26. Call your math teacher a idiot?  no shes really smart..but ms.dorff-pennea on the the other hand...lol

27. Kick a baby?  what sicko though of that?

8. Date someone more than ten years older than you? depending on when in my life....not now though

9. Cuss out a priest? no

10. get a job ad a janitor? if nothing better was avaibile

11. Wear a tho-tho-tho-tho-thong? hmm what do i wear everyday?

12. Stay up all through the night? when havent i?...all i need is some ginger beer (right erin?)

13. Drink straight espresso? i could but i think i would have a mental break down

( IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU.... )

CRIED? un-huh

HELPED SOMEONE? tried

BOUGHT SOMETHING? yeah...a box of cookies..lol

GOTTEN SICK?noperz

GONE TO THE MOVIES?nope

GONE OUT FOR DINNER?nadda

SAID "I LOVE YOU"? yes

TALKED TO AN EX? umm nope

WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL?yupperz

TALKED TO SOMEONE YOU CRUSH ON? nope

HAD A SERIOUS TALK?yesh

MISSED SOMEONE? uh huh

HUGGED SOMEONE? many times

FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS?kinda

FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? nadia

ok thanks erin fro helping me waste my time!! lol i didnt want to study so this was perfect..well im going to bed...so adios yall

*:* Muahz from Manderz*:*

Another day in this so-called paradise

Another day in this life I live

I dont think I would be this far without my friends.  Ive had a hard weekend and a hard week.  But I finally got a spanish tutor..lol..yupiiee.  Whats the point of sanity?  we all say we are sane, but when it comes down to it, to be sane you have to be insane.  I try hard not to lose it, but when people just dont understand when you try to be alone, LEAVE ME ALONE!  the only ppl allowed to break this rule are my bestest friends and Luis.  Ive gone through alot of shit this weekend and I know Im on a short temper, so you might want to rethink crossing me.  I no longer question fate.  What comes comes and I cant change that.  The only thing i need right now it my horses and luis.  If you cant tell im not exactly the quite person you think i am on the inside.  A single quite tear runs down the unseen side of my face.  One tear is all you can show.  Anymore and im considered weak.  Why does bad things flock together?  Like if one bad thing happens then like 5 more bad things happen and it just keeps adding.  At least my major problem is starting to fade.  But i cant count it out yet, things still might change.  Well Im sick of venting to a nothing computer that gives nothing back....maybe i should study....hmm would be smart.  ok then adios mis amigos.

**muahz from Manderz**