highschool has me locked in a box of pessimism

just when i think i could never feel like a more rotten character, i awe myself with another elegant display of bitchness.

congratulations lacee, you're the worst friend ever

Currently Listening 40 Oz. to Freedom By Sublime see related

i miss xanga.

janelle inspired me to make an entry like hers. so i'm giving her credit before totally copying what she did.

some things i've discovered lately:

some cheerleader steriotypes are true

spending time with someone can mend a lot of bitterness shared electronically and in short passing

rian and i have almost been dating 10 months, which means leah and kyle have been dating 10 months..today?

sometimes i think i am a lot smarter than i am

cheerleading makes you stupider

i give myself a lot more credit than what is due

being so responsible so much in actuality makes you more irresponsible

i forget things the more i try to remember

i miss the way things used to be... a lot

i miss hanging out with steven and the guys

i miss talking to austin, and at least knowing he was always only a phone call away

i miss janelle and staci times

i miss natalie and amie and our wrestling squad

i miss downtime and suntans and leisure reading

i miss girls' nights and "i never" games

Currently Listening All We Know Is Falling By Paramore see related

"you're like injecting me with heroine when you say that"

love from the

---pooded pie -train-

Currently Watching I Heart Huckabees (Single Disc Edition) see related

so what are you doin tomorrow

i was thinkin bout chaining myself to a bulldozer, wanna come?

.....

do i bring my own chains?

we always do