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so.... hi friend :)

Wow it's been awhile.  Honestly I am loving life soooo much right now.  And it's quite interesting considering I haven't made the best choices this summer.  I flaked out on two summer courses, only completed one.  I didn't fail the other two, I just dropped them.  I'm sorry, but when it's 80 degrees out and all of my friends are going to the beach, what would you choose? Class or the beach creating new memories?  Honestly, I'd go with the latter in a heartbeat. AND I did. ha I know I know, not so smart.  But I've honestly had the best summer ever.  I wish I could have my St.  Cloud friends and my friends from home all at the same time.  But this is the real world, and when do we ever get exactly what we want?

I just figured out my fall semester schedule. Fuck. haha that took FOREVER. but hey, it's looking pretty good.  Thank you ratemyprofessor.com. I'm taking a lot of the general shit I need to complete considering I'm still unsure with what the heel I'm going to do with myself after college.  It's so hard for me to figure out. Come on, it's the rest of my life, I need to be certain right? Anyway, enough with school chatter....

I'm really amped for Canada.  I really hope everything works out. We have been trying to make this trip happen for years now, and I think we need this.

I have a new best friend at school.  His name is Derrick.  I can't believe I didn't hang out with this kid more last year, he is amazing.  Most of our time together is either drinking (ha) or talking about books. (I know right, I think the only other guy that I could potentially talk about books with would be Dylan ha)  Sometimes the two combine.  He is the first guy since Cameron that I feel I can be friends with where sex doesn't get in the middle of everything.  Honestly, it's the most refreshing thing that's happened in my life for quite some time.

So that's pretty much my life right now.  Love everyone <3

ps. lately I have been having sex dreams about this boy...pretty much the hottest thing ever.

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So we are in deep shit with our landlord about having too many parties... haha so if anyone is interested 815 will be a "no party" zone for awhile.

Anyway, I had an advisor meeting last week, and I was informed that St. Cloud does not have an Art Therapy major. SWEEEEEET. I'm hoping that I can talk to a general advisor about majors I can do that will still allow me to get a job in that field, but I'm not really sure what will come of it.  Hopefully this doesn't mean that I will have to tranfer after next year, because that would honeslty SUCK  I'm going to do everything in my power to make sure that isn't what it will come down to, but it might.  I'm thinking that majoring in community psychology and minoring in art will ultimately be the only thing I can do, at least at SCSU. I don't know, we will just have to see. I'm being so careless with this whole deal, but I have had many other things on my mind lately...

For those who are interested, the scare I had, isn't an issue anymore, it came. What a relief... BAH! ha that was really scary there for a minute, but honestly deep down I knew I was okay.  It just didn't add up.

Okay I'm soooooo scattered right now, and for some reason I can't exactly write what I want, so I'm just going to peace out for now! <3

So It's official... Christy is doing summer school...

I think for once I need to think with my head and not my heart. I really wish that it wasn't an issue, but I did miss two semesters. I need to catch up if I ever want to get out of this place.  If I don't take some courses this summer, I will be here forever, and even though sometimes thats seems pretty sweet, when I'm 25 and still doing my undergrad, I think I will be singing a different tune, ha. To be honest, I really just want to feel like I'm on the same level with everyone when it comes to school, and right now, I don't feel it.

It's okay though.  I'm scheduling all of my courses so that i will only be here from June 11th to July 13th, and that isn't bad at all.  Yeah, it will be brutal having four hours of class every day of the week, but it will be worth it.  This way i will still be able to come home for a month, hang out with my favorites and work, come here for a month and work my ass off, and then go back to AV for the rest of the summer.

It's the best plan, it really is. And for those who are keeping track of my never-ending Major switch, I am now going to Major in Community Psych and Minor in Art.  That way I can do art therapy.  I still have to work out everything with my Advisor, but I think it is the best route to take if I want to be happy with my job for the rest of my life. AND scene.

This summer will still be AMAZING... no worries <3

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mmm... back in the house... feels good.

So Spring break is over and there are only two months left of this semester, which makes me really excited. I still don't reallyknow what i'm going to do this summer, it's still up in the air whether or not I'm going to come back up here mid-july to do summer school. I REALLY should, I'm soooo behind.  But I also want to hang out with my favorites all summer. I know once I go home and am around all of the six, I won't want to leave. I just know it. And maybe that's not a bad thing. I really miss everyone, and that's whats summer brings, all of us together. I just don't think it would feel right if I was up here.  EHHHHH I don't know. I guess time will tell.