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Expertise: burpin with sara*basketball*watchin scary movies with lindz*
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Friday, April 22, 2005

wow i had a really great friday! most fridays r depressin cuz of the weekend but HA! 2nite i have softball YAY then bein the elementary whore i am im goin 2 my old skool carnival score and jessi mite cum if she doesnt feel bad hmm then 2morrow i am goin 2 the mall with lindz caitlin the twins bailey and alex! and mayb sara dont noe quite yet then sunday im goin 2 the Y hopefuly with sara momo and alexis YAY fun weekend if everythin works out umm 2day was the talent show and jessi was in it!!! u did awesum jessi!!!!! u had the guts 2 get up and sing in front of every1!!! GO JESSI!!!!!! but this 1 chick won and we all thought that ashza *spllin?* should have won so i rioted hahaha then the bus ride home ashley got pissed @ me cuz i had promised 2 sit by jessi but she wanted me 2 sit by her  o well o and on the bus me and demarcus and then me and jacob had hand sex LMFAO no my hands r longer virgins lol wow then the bus driver like allmost chased jacob off hahaha it was great lol and now im on the phone with momo and sara

luv ya!

<3||becca||<3

edit- THEY CANCELLED SOFTBALL PRACTICE


Thursday, April 21, 2005

SHE STAYS STRONG ON THE OUTSIDE.
BUT IN THE INSIDE SHE CRIES BECAUSE..
SHE KNOWS IT’LL NEVER BE THE SAME AGAIN. </3

sry for the things i did
Sry for the things i said
you see me in the hallways
you see me in class
you see me out on fridays
you always seem to see me smile
but really inside in dying
im just puting on disguse
Im trying to hide the pain
the tears
 im just trying to move on
but its so hard
ii just wanna break down


001. What is your name?BECCA!
002. Spell your name backwards: acceb!
003. Date of birth: 10/12/90
004. Male or female? femalE
005. Astrological sign: libra
006. Nicknames: o geez lots maxwell...roo....squishy...bunkious becca....ninJA!....becky....lotz more
007. Occupation? stuDEnt
008. Height: 5' 8"
009. Weight: =X
010. Hair color: BLONDE!
11. Eye color: Bluee
012. Where were you born? wichita
013. Where do you reside now? wichita
014. Age: 14!
015. Screen names:Eggo602;bandgeek2350;maxwellcoffee23
016. E-mail addy: monkeybutt5550@hotmail.com
017. What does your screen name stand for? nuttin....mostly nicknames
018. What is your lj name? ...
019. What does your Blurty name stand for?...
020. Pets: willie *doogie* bart *cat* tootsie and twix *guinea piggies!!*
021. Number of candles you blew out on your last birthday cake? 14
022. Piercings?2 in each ear
023. Tattoo's? nun =P
024. Shoe size: 12-13
025. Righty or lefty?righty
026. Wearing: harvard ball cap =D newsboys shirt and balck nike ball shorts
027. Hearing: music!!!
028. Feeling: between happy and depressed
029. Eating/drinking: nuttin

~Girls/Love/Kissing/And Other Stuff~
061. Have you ever been in love? no
062. How many people have you told "I love you"? well like friends tell em all but like boyfriend 0 zip
063. How many people have you been in love with? 0
114. Does someone in your family wear a toupee? lol no
115. Do you have any nieces or nephews? nope
116. Are your parents divorced? no
117. Do you have step parents?no
118. Has your family ever disowned another member of your family? lol not that im aware of..
119. If so for what? they didn't get along? ...
120. Did some of your family come to America from another country?chya! ireland and germany

~Music Stuff~
121. What song do you swear was written about you or your life? welcum 2 my life
122. What's the most embarrasing cd you own? o geez this cd called sky blu catfish
123. What's the best cd you own?lotzz
124. What song do you absolutely hate?dnt really "hate" ne
125. Do you sing in the shower? YEAH!
126. What song reminds you of that special someone? ..


~Okay, I Name An Artist And You Give A Lyric From Any One Of Their Songs!~
127. Pink: GOd is a DJ and life is a dance floor
128. Aerosmith: pink its my new obssesion!-- hahaha sara =P
129. Madonna:IM LIKE A VIRGIN!!! lmfao
130. Korn:
131. Backstreet Boys:backstreets back ALRIGHT!
132. The Beatles:we all live in a yellow submarine!
133. Sublime:
134. J.Lo: get right
135. *Nsync: bye bye bye!
136. Limp Bizkit:i did it all 4 the nookie! so u can take the cookie and stick up ur =X
137. Britney Spears:hit me baby 1 more time!
138. Creed: then tears of joy stream down my face! with arms wide open!
139. Enrique Iglesias:I CAN B UR HERO!
140. Good Charlotte: o my luv plz dont cry ill wash my bloody hands and we'll start a new life
141. Christina Aguilera: im a geninie in a bottle baby!

142. Eminem:now hush little baby dont say a word everythings gunna b ok
143. New Found Glory: catalyst u insist 2 pull me down!
144. Kelly Clarkston: since uve been gone! haha
145. Kelly Osbourne:
146. Mandy Moore: ive got a crush on u!
147. Eve:
148. Aaliyah:
149. Nelly:ITS GETIN HAWT IN HERE SO TAKE OFF ALL UR CLOTHES!
150. Alicia Keys: i keep on fallin innnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn hahahaha

151. Incubus: cum one cum all in2 1984

~Favorites~
152. Color: black and lime green
153. Food: mexican;mediterannean;italian
154. Song: 2 many
155. Show: CSI!
156. school subject:math and science
157. Band/singer: lotz
158. Animal:horsey!! yay!!
159. Outfit: baggy jeans and a comfy t shirt
160. Radio station:95.1 and 92.7
161. Movie: lotzz
162. Pair of shoes:converse!
163. Cartoon: oo fairly odd parents
164. Actor: i dunno..
165. Actress: i dunno..
166. Potato chip: au gratin lays
167. Drink: pop!!
168. Alcholic drink:margarita!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
169. Holiday: christmas/burfday
170. Perfume/cologne: the stuff from the gap =D
171. Pizza topping: pep!
172. Jello flavor: limEE
173. Lunch meat: turkey!
174. Board game: chesss or monopoly
175. Video game: sly cooper
176. Website: duno
177. Book: cirque du freak and hp
178. Computer game: dont really play puter gamess
179. Number: *31*
180. Cereal: cinnamon toast crunch!
181. Comedian:hmm...lotz
182. Dessert: sumthin chocolate
183. Disney character: tinkerbell or tigger
184. Clothing store: pac sun and hot topic!
185. Passtime: phone or talkin online
186. Teacher: mrs allen and mrs estes!
187. Childhood toy: this little apple that had a little bell in it
188. Carnival game/ride: uhh dunno..
189. Candy bar: 3 musketeers or milky ways *midnite nummmy*
190. Magazine: teen vogue!
191. Salad dressing:ranchhh
192. Thing to do on the weekend:go 2 the mALL!!!!!!!!!
193. Hot drink: hot cocoa with a little bit of coffee
194. Season: springg
195. Sport to watch: boxing
196. Person to talk to online:every1! yay!
~Your Bedroom/Sleeping Habits~
197. What color are your sheets? stripes YAY
198. What color are your bedroom walls? aqua
199. Do you have posters on your wall? 1 i need 2 get more!
200. If so of what? albert einstien
201. Do you have a tv in your bedroom?nope
202. How many pillows are on your bed? 2
203. What do you normally sleep in? pj pants and a t shirt
204. Describe your favorite pair of pajamas:  hha my SB pants!!
205. What size bed do you have? poopy twin!
206. Do you have a waterbed/bunkbed/daybed?regular...
 207. Do you have your own phone line in your bedroom? haha i wish
208. Do you listen to music while trying to fall asleep? yeah w/o i cant sleep
209. Describe the last nightmare you had: 1 of those fallin 1's *shivers* h8 those
210. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? lol nope
211. How many people can comfortably sleep in your bed? lol no\
12. Do you sleep in any unusual positions? not really i do on my side and stomach
213. Do you have to share your bedroom with a sibling?NO!
214. Do you snore? nopers
215. How about drool? ahah everynow and then
216. Do you have an alarm clock in your room? mmhmm
217. What color is the carpet in your room? baiseish
218. What's under your bed? haha dont really noe

~This or that~
219. beach/mountains:beachhh
220. Donuts/bagels:DONUTS!
221. Day/night: night
222. Wicked witch of the east/wicked witch of the west: east SIDE!
223. Heaven/hell:heaven
224. Make love/have sex:...
225. Coffee/tea: coffee
228. Britney/Christina: uck niether
229. Swiss cheese/american cheese:american
230. Real World/Road Rules: real world!
231. Backstreet Boys/*Nsync: BSB!
232. Silver/gold: silver
233. Nike/Adidas:hmm both..
234. McDonalds/Taco Bell: McDonalds
235. Sweet/sour: both!
236. Punk/emo: both!
237. Hot/cold: hmm depends
238. Winter/summer: winter
239. Spring/fall: both
240. Operas/plays: plays
241. Read/watch tv:watch tv
242. Cd's/tapes: cd
243. Dvd's/vhs: dvd
244. Old/new: new
245. Shorts/skirts:SHORTS!
246. Pink/red:reD
247. Colored pictures/black and white photos: colors!
248. Meat/vegetables:meat!!
249. Mexican food/chinese food: oo both!
250. Commercials/infomercials: commercials
251. Scary movies/comedies: both!
252. Bikinis/one piece bathing suits: one piece!
253. Sandals/tennis shoes:tennis shoes
254. Dogs/cats: doggies!
255. Unicorns/fairies: UNICORNS!
256. Water/land: water
257. Sugar/spice:spice haha
258. Black/white:black
259. ribbons/bows: bows mwahaha
260. Chicken/beef: beeF!
261. Colored christmas lights/regular white christmas lights:COLORS!
262. Cars/trucks: carss
263. Austin Powers/James Bond:austin o yeah baby!
264. Popcorn/pretzels:popcorn
265. Hip/hop: hmm hip
266. Passionate kiss/peck:  passionate ;)
267. WWE wrestling/real wrestling:WWE WHOOT WHOOT!
268. Back rub/foot massage: back rub
269. Picture frames/photo albums:albums
270. Pens/pencils: pens

~What Is Your Opinion Of The Following~
271. Eminem: hawttt!
272. Virgins: yay!
273. God: yay!!!!!
274. The Osbournes: freakin awesum!
275. Reality TV: hahaha so freakin awesum
276. J.Lo: shes ok
277. Religion: very good thing
278. Emo music: YAY!
279. Valentine's Day: boo
280. Christina Aguilera's comeback: HAHAHA
281. Homosexuals: ucky but as long as they leave me alone its fine
282. Abortion: evil!!!
283. Inter-racial relationships: nuttin wrong wat so ever!
284. Murder: very bad!
285. Death: sad and depressin
286. Obesity: bad thing
287. Pre-marital sex: baddd
288. Terrorism: evil!
289. Pornography: GROSS its so effin nasty
290. Fortune tellers: bullshit is wat they say
291. Threesomes: grody
292. Prostitution:bad thing
293. Politics: ehh
294. Country music: BOO! sorry
295. George W. Bush: YAY!
296. Cloning: no opinion
297. Britney's boobs:uh... i dunno
298. Gas prices in America: way 2 hi

~Name Game~
What Do You Think Of When You Hear These Common Names?.
299. Jack: ...
300. Tiffany: uck
301. Ben: haha bailey
302. Maria: haha the title of the 1st part of the west side story music we r playin in band hahaha
303. Jennifer: my old sunday skool teach
304. Nicole: lundd
305. Amy: my aunt
306. Adam: brody isnt that his name?
307. Richard: ...
308. Justin: timberlake
309. Arnold:haha im the governor of cali
310. Tom: ..
311. Melissa: *gag me*
312. Charlotte: ...
313. Harold: ...
314. John:TRAN!
315. Joel: from church!
316. Vanessa: eww
317. Michelle: consuelor from camp last year
318. Kevin: my cuz
319. Brent:...
320. Jake:...
321. Billy:the azn dude in my math class
322. Sarah: bailey!
323. Natalie: ...
324. Christi: ...
325. Nick: green ucky
326. Linda: from church
327. Taylor: from skool!
328. Jordan:  from skool
329. Jamie: my cuz
330. Adrian: ...

~Have You Ever....~
331. Mooned anyone? hahaha nope
332. Been on a diet?haha mayb =X
333. Been to a foreign country? nope
334. Broken a bone? chya!
335. Swallowed a tooth/cap/filling? ew no
336. Swear at a teacher? lol chya in the 6th grade
337. Talked to a lj member via e-mails or instant messages? ...
338. Got in a fight? chya
339. Dated a teacher? eww sick hell  no
340. Laughed so hard you peed your pants? lmfao noo
341. Thought about killing your enemy?no
342. Gone skinny dipping? lol nope
343. Met another Blurty member in the flesh?huh?
344. Told a little white lie? chya
345. Told a secret you swore not to tell? nope
346. Stolen anything? -_-
347. Misused a swear word and it sounded absolutely stupid? no
348. Been on TV? chya!
349. Been on the radio? nope
350. Been in a mosh pit?nopee
351. Been to a concert? YES AND GOIN 2 THE SIMPLE PLAN 1 WITH JESSI!!!!!!!
352. Dated one of your best friends? nope
353. Loved someone so much it makes you cry? hmm dont think so..
354. Decieved somebody close to you? uhh....no..
355. Broken the law? no
356. Been to a rodeo?YES!
357. Been on a talk show?nope
358. Been on a game show? nope
359. Been on an airplane? chya
360. Got to ride on a firetruck? hahah yes!
361. Came close to dying?nope
362. Cheated on a bf/gf? nope
363. Gave someone a piggy back ride? yes!
64. Terrorized a babysitter? mwahaha yes
365. Made a mud pie? .chya!
366. Had a dream that our falling off a cliff?YES!
367. Snuck out of the house at night? haha once
368. Been so drunk you don't remember your name?lol no
369. Had an eating disorder? no
370. Felt like you didn't belong? sumtimes
371. Felt like the 3rd wheel? huh?
372. Smoked? nope
373. Done drugs? nope
374. Been arrested? haha o yeah u noe becca....LOL no not really
375. Had your tonsils removed? noppers
376. Gone to camp?haha yeah
377. Won a bet? chya!
378. Written a love letter? no
379. Gone out of your way to be with the one you love?no
380. Written a love poem?no
381. Kissed in the rain? no
382. Slow danced with someone you love? no
383. Participated in cyber sex? haha no
384. Faked an orgasm? lmfao no
385. Stolen a kiss? nope
386. Asked a friend for relationship advice? nope
387. Had a friend steal your bf/gf? haha no
388. Watched the sunset/rise with someone you love? no
389. Gotten a speeding ticket?no
390. Done jail time? no
391. Had to wear a uniform to work?noppers
392. Won a trophy?chya!
393. Thrown up in public? once
394. Bowled a perfect game? LOL nope
395. Failed/got held back? nope
396. Got perfect attendance in grade school? haha nope
397. Roasted pumpkin seeds? no
398. Taken ballet lessons? lol no
399. Attempted suicide?yeah
400. Cut yourself? yeah

~Childhood Stuff~
401. Did you play with Barbies? YES!
402. Did you own Treasure Trolls? HAHA yeah i member those things
403. Did you watch Beverly Hills 90210?no
404. Did you play Simon?hahahaha yeah
405. Did you watch Fraggle Rock?no..
406. Did you wet the bed?lol a few times
407. Did you believe there were monsters in your closet or under your bed? dont think
408. Did you wear the underwear with the days of the week on them? HAHA no
409. Were you shy? not realy
410. Were you spoiled? duh
411. Were you abused? no
412. Did you go to the circus? clowns scared the shit out of me!
413. Did you go to the zoo? haha duhh
414. Were you in a car accident? chya
415. Did you build snowmen? still do =D
416. Did you cry when you scraped your knee? haha of course
417. Were your older cousins mean to you? i am the oldest
418. Did you think slinkies were cool? CHYA!
419. Did you think the Ninja Turtles really lived in the sewer? yes they do!
20. Were you afraid of the dark? nope

421. Did you have slumber parties? LOL chya
422. Did you have New Kids On The Block sheets, curtains, sleeping bags, dolls and pajamas? lol no
423. Did you tease your hair out like Tiffany? ...
424. Did you believe in the Easter Bunny/Santa Claus/ and the Tooth Fairy? no

~Randomness~
425. Do you believe in aliens? not really
426. Name three things that are next to your computer: phone CD player and pens
427. Do you have any hidden talents?pickin my nose ;) LOL not really
428. Do you wish MTV would play music videos?yes!
429. If you were to star in a movie, what kind of movie would it be?horror =0
 430. What would your movie star name be? LaBecca LMFAO
431. Do you play any sports?basketball and softball
432. What's the scariest movie you've ever seen? uhh geez exorcist is pretty creepy so was boogeyman
433. What is the best movie you've seen in the theater or rented recently? exorcist CHYA!
434. What is the dumbest movie you've ever seen? pieces of april omg that movie suxed
435. Do you drive? i wish
436. What is your dream car? sumthin FAST! and pretty lol
437. Do you think your good looking? ehh not really
438. Do others think you are good looking? i dunno ask them
439. Would you ever sky dive? o gawd prob not
440. Do you believe in Bigfoot? lol no
441. How many rooms do you have in your house? uhhlike bedrooms? 4..
442. Are you afraid of roller coasters? thew relly hi ones =X
443. Do you believe in God?yeah
444. Do you believe in Satan? yeah
445. Do you believe there is a heaven? yeah
446. Do you believe there is a hell? yeah
447. Do you own a pooltable? i wish
448. Do you have a pool? nope
449. Do you have a dishwasher in your kitchen? mmhmm
450. Do you like chocolate? CHYA!
451. Who/what is on your 2003 calendar? lots of stuff
452. How many U.S. states have you been to? like umm 10?
453. Ever wished on a shooting star? chyaa
454. Best Halloween costume you ever wore? my gorrilla coustume last year
455. Do you carry any weapons on you? haha of course not ;)
456. What is your weakness? when i becum depressed
457. Name something you can't get enough of: my fav bands music =D
458. Describe yourself in 3 adjectives: funny beautiful ;) and WHITE!
459. How many kids do you want to have?..UNO!
460. Future daughters names: dunno
461. Future sons names: PETER! lol i dunno
462. What is your ideal way to die?fast and painfree
463. How do you release stress?geez loud music or screamin on cryin YAY
464. Are you a trendy person? not really...
465. Are you an artisitic person? chya
466. Are you a realistic person? sure
467. Do you un-tie your shoes every time you take them off? lol no
468. Are you a strong person? Physically? no emotionally? sorta and emotionally not really
469. Are you a strong willed person?sure
470. Who is the last person to e-mail you? alexx
471. Who is the last person to IM you? lindz!
472. Do you hate chain e-mails? lol most the time
473. Are you a deep sleeper? sumtimes
474. Are you a good story teller? not really
475. What do you believe is your best quality? uh...my intelligence ;)
476. What is your greatest accomplishment? um i dunno
477. Do you like to burn candles or incense? candless
478. Do you do yoga?nope
479. Do you have your own credit card? psst no
480. Let's say you win the lotto. REALLY!?! o mall here cums BECCA
481. Do you have a check book?nope hahha
482. Do you like your driver? huh?
483. Do you tan easily? sorta
484. What color is your hair naturally? BLONDE
485. How many fillings do you have?i dunno.....
486. How many cavities did you have at your last dentist visit? uhh 2 mwaha
487. Worst feeling in the world? depression
488. Best feeling in the world? where everything is goin great and ur as happy as u can possibly b
489. Is the glass half empty or half full? half full WHOOO
490. Last thing you downloaded? a song
491. Do you catch yourself using online terms in your real life? lol sumtimes
492. What do you think people think of you? im a nut =P
493. Are you a likeable person? hope so
494. Do you need therapy? noppe
495. Do you take medication for a chemical imbalance? nope
496. What the best way to be proposed to? after a romantic dinner while sitting and lookin @ the stars...LOL i dunno
497. What kind of movie would you star in? umm horror =0
498. If Fed Ex and UPS were to merge, would they call it Fed UP? LOL duh
499. When are you moving? huh...
500. What's your favorite phrase? ur slow =D

man that took 4ever hahah

<3||becca||<3


Wednesday, April 20, 2005

ello people of the xanga community lol 2day was fun!! had freestyles and i was in 2 pics 1 with lindz me caitlin alex bulbie and allie!! yay!! and the other was with ashley me and burton! hahahaha and burton lost her money so we were in the auditorium 4 like an hour it was fun! bus ride was fun jammed with jessi YAY!!!! only like.....uhh 16 days? chya i tink thats rite YAY im so citedddddd gunna mosh and dance and scream and sing and mosh sum more its gunna b AWESUM man im glad i dont have practice its 2 hot have it fri if it doesnt rain 2 much then the carnival @ mueller im gunna hang with the 1 and only JESSI! lol yay!!! hope i get 2 i have confirmation 2nite  only 2 more weeks and im CONFIRMED yes thats rite i will b a card carryin member of the lutheran church WHOOT WHOOT!! hahahahahaha and rite now im watchin oprah lmao their talkin about their kids and husbands and how they feel sex has becum a chore lol

luv ya!

<3||becca||<3


Tuesday, April 19, 2005

hey guys well 2day was as "melancholy" *hahaha my new word 4 bein depressed haha nice lindz* umm 2day was kinda borin signed up 4 pics with ashley and sara then lindz, caitlin, bulbie, alex and allie yay!!! then bailey got pissed @ me cuz i couldnt take a pic with her o well uhh yeah then the walk home with burton was fun!!! drank a red bull but it didnt give me wings grr  hmm now im on the phone with lindz YAY!  and the spice girls movie is on

i still miss it

luv ya!

<3||becca||<3



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