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Name: Venessa
Country: United States
State: Texas
Birthday: 7/20/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: SWIMMING
Expertise: Well when i find out the area of my expertise i will let you know
Occupation: Other
Message: message me
AIM:  crzy465@aol.com
Member Since:
1/22/2004
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| Confirmation is a drag sometimes. I really wanted to go to the invitational today but i have a retreat to go to! its not so much that i dont wanna go its just we cant take any technology with us! No cd players, no cell phones, no contact with the outside world. Only one call per day to our parents only! Its only the weekend but not much enthusiasm is in me. I hope it goes alright. | | |
| hey whats up everyone? Yesterday was crazy we had a meet against franklin but it was cancled cuz one of my good friends eddie fainted and they took him to the hospital and it scared the shit out of all of us! So after we got out of the meet me and tony went to visit him in the hospital. He is fine now thank god but god were we all scared! | | |
| school is a drag sometimes. and the drama that comes with it.Such stupidity from other students who think its funny to ask stupid questions to waste the teachers time. i just feel asleep after that but its funny cuz the teacher woke me up and asked me a question and i answered correctly hahaha i think it pissed off my teacher.
My sexy was in a car accident yesterday it was nothing to severe but it scared the shit out of me! It made me realize that i could have lost him and it makes me sad cuz it like that with anything!You could lose a person u love without any warning its really scary to admit. I didnt want to let my bf leave my house yesterday in fear of something again bad happening. I was so happy to see him when he got to my house i was practicly in tears. It really made me think of all the things i take for granted. | | |
| It has been a long time since i have written but not alot has changed. I have my new love tony who i love to death. I dont know what i would do without him!We are now going to be together for about 10 months on the 15th of nov. I really love my boyfriend! I have a confirmation retreat soon and im not lookin forward to it very much. It means no contact with the outside world for 3 days! I wish i could just skip it all together. Oh yah HAPPY BE-LATED Birthday Marco!!! i meant to call u but i figured u would be busy so then i just forgot. Well i dont have much else to say except that swimming is the best!! woohoo | | |
| I swear you would think that i would learn to get over the asshole (my ex) all he does is piss me off yet i cant get over him. I have stronger feelings for my new boyfriend tony but it bothers me to still have pretty strong feeling for the jackass of my ex. He called me last night and i had wanted to talk to him for a while cuz i miss talking to him but all the jerk does is upset me and get me angry. I really dont know what to do i should just tell him to fucking get a life and stop tormenting mine. It was my best friends b-day on monday. i really havent gotten her anything i really dont know what to give her. Im gonna get her a a car with cow spots and then it can fly us around town. You kno i thought it wouldnt bother me for britt to be boosting marcos confidence and inviting him places but well it does. Im not at all jealous of the fact that she is spending time with my ex im jealous that she is spending more time with him than with me  it is no reason to be jealous but i am i hope i get over the loser fast though. He is a real drag. Im sorry i broke his heart but i was ready to break up with tony to go comfort him in his time of need when he got rejected by ashley but all he does is make me feel like crap. I know he probably doesnt mean it but alot of the things he says really really hurt! I was willing to ruin a relationship to give him another chance and i was hoping he would give me another chance but he didnt and well i have mixed emotions about alot of things right now. I think i need to get my feelings straightened out and get over marco before i get hurt more than i already am. Britt is awsome i know i dont take her advice sometimes (most of the time) but i kno she means well its just she tells me the truth and as hard as it is the truth hurts and sometimes i am not ready to take her advice though i know it is most of the time right. Im sorry britt, i hope you dont lose your patience with me but just know that your advice is treasured and i remember what you say and it is very wise. I will always remember it and when it doesnt hurt alot to use it believe me i will use it. Oh yes, i want to say sorry to marco for breaking your heart but really you dont have to be an ass to me. I will try my hardest to be nice to you but it is hard when you are hurting me. crzy465's Xanga Site | | |
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