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Name: Cassandra
Country: Singapore
Birthday: 8/5/1984
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Monday, May 09, 2005

today will be a boring day for me.. rotting at home searching for jobs....!! argh.. is so hard to find jobs lately.. sent lotsa application le.. still dunnno how yet.. my first job tat i hope to get will be at DBS bank.. so happy tat i passed my first interview which is so unexpectedly!!! firstly, she asked mi to tk a 5 sec spot mistakes test (Section A).. (80quest) luckily i got it all done...and secondly asked mi to tk section B and C test which is abt ur own character and knowledge (15 min)... den went for the interview... she asked lotsa quest... and im so damn nervous!! i couldnt speak !! kept erm... erm... ERM.... tongue tight.....argh... but luckily she is a very nice lady.. helped me to ans... and den i jus say YA YA!! Hahah... going for second interview on wed.. wish me luck~~!!

before tis i've try working at LeeWah.. which is a really bad experience for me.. peo ter r all 2 headed~~ and their basic pay goes as low as $660 after deducting CPF but with gd commission la.. but its really hard to sell the product when u didnt know a single thing and with lotsa stuff ter abt 10 peo working at a small shop.. so u can see how forcefully everyone trying to snatch the customers....

 u have to really learn from fresh.. i really dun mind learning but the peo ter r so selfish to even teach.. tat was once when im serving one cust.. one of the stuff jus cut in and snatch away my cust.. is really too competitive!! cant tk it man.. have to stand whole day for 10 hrs plus everyday sure OT te but no extra money also.. and with only 45min of break.. im in charge of the perfume side... with 2 senior staff.. one senior stuff suppose to guide us (Linda) but she kept running away to the skincare side (cos more commission)... and  refusing to teach.. got once i asked y the name of the product is called boss no. 6 she jus say cos is 6 lor.. kaoz dun say beta.. and was once cat asked me to clean the whole shelves and repack the whole damn product.. she even say if u got nothing to do read the product urself and learn... last time when i was here no one teach also....KAOZ.. muz tat mean if u got no parent to teach u den ur children muz have no parents to teach them too? so i quitted this jobs not because of little things den cant tk it.. lots and lotsa stuff~~ how can u stay a job when u r unhappy all the time for jus full 3 days?? but the boss is really good though.. too bad im not working with the boss but with the assistant ter......... hai~~


Tuesday, April 26, 2005

Today i went out with my 'sis' and her beautiful baby gal at town shopping!! hee.. suppose to meet at 2.. but as usual i'm late!! reach abt 3.. den went to find her at taka baby department.. hee.. gal gal was so adorable!! carry her around... but she stick to her mummy like glued!! so gonna 'pian' her over like :" gal gal.. see baby .. i carry u go see..." or "gal gal.. wanna eat? want den i carry u?" hahahaa... "chung men pian xiao hai te!!" lol.... anw.. when we were walking towards fareast...i have been asked 2 times for the BHI modelling.. but im actually a model ter le.. took up all the courses which cost me abt $500+ for the makeup!! so silly of me!!! but i cant give them my photo cos i'm actually an iCREATE model too and have signed contracts!! argh.... cos BHI agent is quite a big compy.. is located at taka.. think they'll have alotsa assignment.. while iCREATE is jus a very small one at Singapore Shopping Centre.. hai~~ so now jus have to wait for my contract to end... hmmm.. when we were at taka food junction an 'United Artist' guy asked me to join them.. theirs is more on Artist tat kinda... and guess wat? my sis is a member ter!! she pay abt $500 for her portfolio.. think we 2 r crazy peo!! hahah....  

after tat.. went ToaPayoh - Lee Wah's... actually jus wanna buy ONE mask!! ended up spending abt $150 for the skin care product!! gosh..!! and my sis even worse.. her face complexion was so good.. but she spent abt $250 on her skin care product!!!! NUTS!! but the salesgal ter was really gd.. can see tat they're not purposely wanna cheat our money te.. she jus want us to be pretty.. and tk care of our skin...cos we're still young..muz learn how to maintain.. if not, older it'll be harder to maintain... she even ask me whether i wanna help them wk!! lol... she ned 5 peo... but her pay was very low.. abt $700 + $100 CPF = Total $800... but her commission was very gd!! 8%-25%.. so the aunty was saying.. u sure can earn as much as 1.8k to 2.5k... but it gonna depend on yourself, how much effort u put in.. she even say mother's day can earn as high as 3k - 4.5k!! tats really alot man!!!! dunno whether got bullshit or not.. hahha.. anw.... if u gals r interested.. pls msg me!! hear fr u soon...


Monday, April 25, 2005

its time for me to update now.. after i changed my blog.. i love to update. lol.. love the mermaid.. anw..recently, i'm very close with one hot babe.. she's my junior(Fbodz) Xiao Xian (Akiko) Tanning Galfrien.. lol.. jus so damn cool.. alot of guys are crazy abt her.. haha.. and we took numerous of pics together (so silly pics during our tanning at sentosa.. Check it out at csandra.multiply.com) After apply the sentosa membership card.. i went sentosa everyweek.. its like my second home ter.. hee.. feel so relaxing.. and peaceful..cos we went ter as early as 8 in the morning.. (no peo its like the whole island belong to us) and tan to 12.. cos she gonna wk in the evening..  after we bath.. we went for our ice-cream indulgence!!  "New Zealand" -their sorbet was the best!! esp theirs mango, Lime.. *drooling..  next target will be the sakae sushi at the beach!!! way cool man.. haha.. u guys sld go check it out urself.. the beach pub too! jus love the place so much.. hee.. when u guys wanna go?.... we planed so long.. now graduate le.. still haven go sentosa with u all.. haiz!!

Around 3 met mich at tj pager search for agent.. hmm.. the place was so sucky.. went up as high as (29 floor) to as low as (2 floor) --> an agent for the maid!! lol....and couldnt even find one reliable.. once look at their office door u would'nt even wanna knock.. lol.. until finally saw 3 more appropriate one.. but the 2 one was like give us the name cards and ask us to sent our resume and tats it!! kaoz.. we try our luck to search for the third one.. met my sec sch frien ter!! she's working part-time... and goin soon to melbourne for her degree!! gosh... and im still here.. haiz!! how i wish i got the cash man.. some peo jus have the luck!! anw.. tis agent was not bad.. at least gave us form to fill up!! lol... and have to sent them our resume.. hmm.. but i dunno how to write.. have to search for the com skill book... haiz~~ very lazy.. ok la.. i beta stop right now.. once i talk.. i'll never STOP!! lol... so 'ji pou'..


Thursday, April 21, 2005

ok..hmmm.. i guess im the last to give u gals testi.. haha..as u know i hate to use my stupid comp!! anw.. thanks for all the testi.. is such a sweet and lovely one...

hmm... Time really flies man.. now 3 years had gone~~ but im still fresh of the memories, i first came into poly.. the class tat i dislike it so muz.. with all those people so immature and all.. mayb its becos of their age ba.. im like the oldest ter!! lol... so i changed to 0211.. i guess its all fate.... to met whole bunch of u gals.. hee.. thanks for all those memios each and everyone gave me.. will always remember till the end of my path..

Firstly i start with our 'mamasan' Angel.. I wanna say "ThAnK U" so very much of all the rounding rides, all the good food u bought me esp those in malaysia!! i'll never forget the cereal crayfish....*drooling* and the cares u show me just like my real sista like tat.. we were extremely close in yr 1.. (almost everyweek at least one day will sleep at ur place te..haha) and u really thought me alot alot of stuff..hee but slowly ter r miss understanding between us... and we drifted apart.. but nw its so much beta le.. hope we will always stay in touch!  May u find your happiness soon.. *Blessed*

Joyce, the prettie prettie gal.. always got free tickets to zouk te.. haha.. she is a really nice and caring frien!! very understanding too.. ned music beside her 24/7 te..not forgetting the comb too!! wahaha Crazy over Xiezhi!! hee.. Loves to clubs (relax) dancing the night out.. hee Loves to do her hair.. and ur hair still look so shiny and silky!! gosh...*envy* hee.. Thanks for all the listening ear and advices u gave me.... u helped me open up in someway..  Looking forward to our Bangkok trip too!! hee.. jus cant wait to Shop Shop Shop...... *Hugss*

 

Debbie, the haahagal!! dun see her everytime hahaa.. sometime she have her emotion too!! hee.. use to be very close with her during yr 2... soft hearted, caring and good listening ear...!! loves to read and see dirty stuff in magazine and story book...hahah...horny horny gal huh.. love to play around fool around too.. remember got one period of time u love tanning so muz and u turn out to be like malay lei.. hee.. a very Bangkok gal... very independent too.. "you nu ren qi chi" when it comes to reletionship.. haha.. straight forward kinda gal.. when u like one thing means u'll love tat thing.. but when u dun like.. no matter wat u wont like... Loves Travelling........... u *rock* gal...Cheers...  

 

Mel, to me.. i feel tat u're very lady kinda gal.. guys will want to dotes u and treat u preciously te.. esp with those sweet voice of yours... will drive man crazy!! hahah...  same as me loves mango stuff!! haha but recently never shop le.. hai~ no money.. i will always rem the cycling trip.. very silly actually wanna pull string with u and tat guy Andy.. but he so shy!! didnt even talk to u the whole trip.. *piang haha.. come to think of it i think tats the only period of time we 2 went out together hor.. haha.. and quite close with each other..lol.. anw.. i wanna say Thanks for being ter when i needed someone tat time.. u'll always be my precious friens... glad tat u're much more happy in ur life now.. may happiness be with u always...

 

Yanting, a great listening ear!! hee..very emotional... caring.. funny gal!! use to be a very Levis gal.. turn out to be a Mango gal!! hahha.. cos of jeremy i guess.. lol.. anw Mango stuff look gds on u!! becoming more and more woman huh.. got one thing i ned to tell u .... i fantasize abt ur nails!! hahhaa... been out with u a few times shopping together with mich.. u jus so funny...  and thanks you for helping me with a couple of things.. and ideas.... (the album) so silly... anw.. may u stay cheerful always k.. tears r precious...... You'll Be Stronger Den Yesterday.... (tats wat u wrote in my little book...i will always remember..)

 

Fanny, a unbelievable gal!! small build with strong Bones!! lol... the Brainy of us gals.. haha.. she is really gd at programming!! actually all modules!! lol.. have changed really alot for past 3 yrs more and more pretty huh.. hee... more ladylike looking now.. esp recently meet up for the graduation dinner.. i was like "Wao... is tis fanny!!??" u look hot man.. haha..  When i first saw  u in yr 1 i thought u r those blur blur nerdy nerdy kinda gal... u proof me wrong man!! hahha.... guess u've found ur Mr. Prince.. treasure it and have fun k.. stay happy happy go lucky gal always...

 

Siew kian, a very very Caring and understanding gal!! during our project.. u always come to my room and ask mi how am i doing.. thank u for the concern... u r the only one i talk to and release my stress...hee  may u stay happy always....... and found your prince charming soon..

Lastly... my Dearly Michelle!!... hee.. so glad to have u as my best frien.. gal.. im crazy over ur sexy body!! lol.. man jus cant take their eyes off u man!! its like glued..haha.. and i feel tat u have tat kinda Steph Song mature and sexy look.. wooooo..... hot man.. haha.. hmm...come to think of it..we are only close to each other when we were in yr 2 hor.. and actually im  kinda sad when i realise tat i cant be the same path (attachment first) as u know.. cos wanna be with u so muz.. luckily time flies.. and now 3rd yr had pass too le.. I Wanna say Thank u for all your concern caring understanding EVERyThing!! and bein ter when i needed u most.. hee.. *hugs* loves shopping with u and chilling up at the cafe and talk our hearts out too..haha esp at bishan Cartel... studying together and all.. so muz fun havin u around..... ter r so many beautiful memories painted within me and i'll always rem!! hee. for now.. i really hope we can be close friens till the end..... ALways and ever.. hope tat u can be an Air Stewardess... and next yr i'll join u!! lol... but u gonna pull me in orh.. hehe I'm Sure U Can Te... gal..."i believe tat miracles can happen everyday.. and angels sometimes come to wipe our tears away.." hugs* Very much love..... Hope to see u Real sooonn...  Miss ya..


Sunday, March 13, 2005

If a girl cries in front of you,
it means that she couldnt take it anymore.
If you take her hand,
she would stay with you for the rest of your life.
If you let her go,
she couldnt go back to being herself anymore.

A girl wont cry easily..
except in front of the person whom she love the
most,
she becomes weak.

A girl wont cry easily..
only when she love you the most,
she put down her ego.

Guys..
if a girl cries because of you,
please hold her hands firmly.
She's the one who would stay with you for the rest
of your life.

Guys..
if a girl cries because of you,
please dont give her up.
Maybe because of your decision, you ruin her life.

When she cry right infront of you,
when she cry because of you..
Look into her eyes,
can you see and feel the pain and hurt she's
feeling?
Think.
Which other girl have cried with pure sincerity,
infront of you,
and because of you?

She cry not because she is weak,
she cry not because she want sympathy or pity,
she cry..
because crying silently is no longer possible.
The pain, hurt and agony have become too big a
burden to be kept inside.

Guys..
Think about it.
If a girl cry her heart out to you and all because of
you,
it's time to look back on what you have done,
Only you will know the answer to it.

Do consider it.
Because one day..
It may be too late for regrets,
it may be too late to say "i'm sorry".

To my friends...
Ponder this message seriously.
Dont do this to a girl,
you may regret for the rest of your life.
Maybe in your life...
she's the only one that love YOU the most.
Remember this lesson.



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