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| Wow it's been a while since I been on here... I thought this thing would be extinct by now. Things are goin okay I guess. I really miss Janel and miss hangin out with my best friend soo much. I been tryin to get back on track in school and more so with God and now I actually feel like I'm gettin somewhere... Pray for me
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| Man hasnt this week just been tons o' fun...NOT. For those of yal who dont know I got suspended for nuthin yesterday, but whatever i guess thats what I get for bein white and goin to Mceachern lol. So since this weeks just been o so amazing I think my weekend will be really good(seriously), Im prolly goin to my bestfriend in the worlds' house on Friday then Janel is comin over on Saturday and prolly spendin the night. Dont worry guys we're just friends and although I do care for her, its just hard to be with her when she lives in Peahctree City so... But about her... to clear everything up with everybody, I do care about her and couldnt really care less if you think its weird or odd that we dated or that I do have feelins for her... I mean seriously if you do have something negative to say about any of my previous relationships SHUT UP and get a life cause I'm over listenin to people complain or worry bout the relationship I'm in. Why cant some of yal just be happy for me like I am for most of yal when yal really care about someone and start a new relationship, and I dont want yal to think that because im writin this me and her are gonna start goin out or already have cause thats not it...we're only friends!!! But anyways, I cant believe how fast this year is flyin by and the fact that I've only got 2 more yrs of this and then I'm free to make my own decisions about exactly what I wanna do. For those of you who arent really feelin this person I am and have been for the last month or so: Yal gotta realize I dont like this person either and i am tryin =so hard to become a better person like I used to be and startin with the most important part... Bringin God back into my life like he was when I fealt like I was completely comfortablke and satisfied with who I am. Secondly I've been workin really hard to keep my grades up and work on raisin that sorry gpa I have. So if you havent gotten the attention you feal like you deserve dont be mad you'll get it back x's 10 when I do finally get my priorities in line. COMMENT ME!!!
-Keep It Pimpin-
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| Once again its been a while for me but im back... Christmas was great... Im so glad i got to see Janel two days before, that was prolly the best part of my christmas. We had an amzing time together... shes so funny and gorgeous and sweet and... well i better stop or ill write too much.. shes just amazin'. Shes prolly comin over for new years and possibly spendin the night, go me.Shes a great girl and knowin she wont hurt me is prolly the best part of our relationship. Gah i cant really think of anything to type about except for her so i guess ill go so someone will actually read this
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| Gah its been a while... i was bout to forget how to use this thing!!! Man life has been horrible lately. Im stressin over finals for world history and biology, i think i'll be fine in all the other ones. My grandfather passed yesterday and tho i am happy that he's no longer in pain, its hard to think that he's not really here anymore. We had so many good times and i never thought about them so much as i have in one day. I am so happy to know that he's completely in God's hands and that he can look down and watch the people he cared about the most live there lives without haveing to suffer to do the same. I already miss him... i dont think ive ever see him mad... he was the kinda person to always smile and try his best to get those around him to smile also.. i guess thats where i get it from. I miss my peepaw. I have the absolute best friend in the world but i feel kinda like we never have time for one another.. Steph i friggin love you and i know its seemed like ive been avoiding you lately but thats not it, just like you i have had some things to deal with and i've kinda reached this point to where i wanna keep things to myself... I knew you had things goin on and you have been hurtin so i couldnt bring myself to complain about my problems. You dont even understand how amazing you are, although i wouldnt have told you all my problems you wouldve wanted to help me even at the expense of yourself. I just want you to know you'll be in my prayers and since we're both in the same boat and even tho its hard for me to talk about you can call me anytime, dasy or night, when your tears just cant help but falll and ill be there for ya...I love you!!!
-Chris-
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| Wow... its been a while im not even sure if i still know how to use this thing. So i just got back from huntin and i def still havent ever shot a deetr yet my lil bro who has never shot a real gun before killed one today what the heck is that... im actually im proud of him!!! But anyways... Life is goin alright now but it could be better... i mean i really wanna see Katlyn but i know that the longer we wait to see each other the better it'll be when we do. Im extremely happy that i have her in my life again but i just dont know if she feels the same. i mean yeah i know she cares but does she feel the same way i do? Will she ever? I just dont know but all i do know is that i gotta give it time which swont be hard, i mean its not like i have a line of people beggin to go out with me or anything so im def with the best of my choices and from what i can see the best so far. Im goin back huntin on friday so maybe ill kill a couple then, Who knows? i really have to start focusin on my schoolwork and life cause im def kinda fallin behind and not livin up to my potential... I know i could be one of those straight a students but i just let other things get in the way and i gotta stop doin that i mean i REALLY wanna go to Georgia and ive only got 2 more years of high school so i have to start excelling. I mean yeah i could get out of high school and go to somewhere like Kennesaw or Athens for two years then go to Georgia but why do that whyt not just work for what i want and then wheni get it i can look back and wonder why i never started that way. Idk i know i gotta start focusin tho so if ya see me off track help me out !!!
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