Happy birthday to mah queenie

I hope you like my present and today! I hope i will bring you happiness the next and next year.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to myself lolz.

Hav a great time today. Spend the whole day with Queenie at 6 flags. First time going to a theme park with onli two people, but it turn out realli fun and memorable. Thank you what u gave me these couple of days. I love you. It was suppose to rain today but the rain holds off until we started to leave. Anyway gotta sleep now wake up at 6 tom to go to werk.

First of all HAPPY FATHER'S to my dad and to all other dad out there. I've been very buzi the past couple of weeks. Spent alot of time with my Pick 2k4 buddies. We have alot of fun and laughter together. Cant wait to go to Miami with all of ya and with Queenie too.  I started mah summer job alreadi. So lucky they paying me 19.60 an hour haha. Cant find any other job better than that. Anyway tuesday is my 19th birthday going to 6 flag with Queenie. Hope she wont freak out on the rollercoaster la. We gonna have a great time anyway. I have to spend more time with "you" the next two weeks since you leaving New York for the summer la. I will miss you.  Also I went to a Thai restaurant in Brooklyn yesterday. The food was pretty good. And thanks for all of you that came. I have a great time with ya people. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CAROL LA. Tiffany have a great time in HK but remember to gain at least 6 pounds haha. We all miss u "ja" lolz.

It's been quite a while I havent write anything in my xanga. Many things happen in the last 7 days. I went to Poconos with my friend for couple of days then we hangout day and night straight at Peter's place. Slept so lil these days. It was a good farewell for Peter. We all miss him tho. I was really depressed these last couple of days. Especially last nite, i dont noe y i wanna get drunk last nite but mayb it help me feel more relax for couple of hrs. 14 shot a nite that how depressed i am. I tried to control myself not to think too much to let everything flow.  It's not like i want to avoid problem but it hard to face the reality. When you told me you have nothing to say to me on the phone i feel so weird. Maybe we do need time to cool down ourself or mayb not. When you ask me the question what will happen to our relationship if you decide to spent the rest of this summer in Maryland. I dont realli want to answer you. Because there will always be no answer. If we continue to have these type of misunderstanding between us im afraid. I answer you that i will try my best to sustain the relationship. But you cant force anyway to do something he or she dont wanna do. Love is both side. I cant force to anyone to come to me and i understand that. Sometimes i would think that it might be a good thing for you to spent the summer in Maryland because first i have to work, second you havent spend too many times with your family, and also it might better to cool down both of us to see whether our relationship can sustain when we both dont see each other for a long period of time. It's your decision for whether you want to stay in New York or you want to go back. The only thing i can tell you is I will miss you. You are right only strong relationship can survive long distance relation.