cutieklaudia's Xanga

Saturday, June 14, 2008

Sat, 14 Jun 2008 23:22:32 GMT

life is moving on, not stopping for anyone or anything. this journey of ours has come to an end last night, class of 2008...

When youre weary, feeling small,
When tears are in your eyes, I will dry them all;
Im on your side. when times get rough
And friends just cant be found,
Like a bridge over troubled water
I will lay me down.
Like a bridge over troubled water
I will lay me down.

When youre down and out,
When youre on the street,
When evening falls so hard
I will comfort you.
Ill take your part.
When darkness comes
And pains is all around,
Like a bridge over troubled water
I will lay me down.
Like a bridge over troubled water
I will lay me down.

Sail on silvergirl,
Sail on by.
Your time has come to shine.
All your dreams are on their way.
See how they shine.
If you need a friend
Im sailing right behind.
Like a bridge over troubled water
I will ease your mind.
Like a bridge over troubled water
I will ease your mind.

Monday, May 19, 2008

Mon, 19 May 2008 19:20:18 GMT

sometimes i wonder why i even bother trying to speak out. everyone has already made up their mind and it seems like whatever i say doesn't matter, all that matters is them.

why are decisions in life seem so simple but end up so complicated? once a decision has been made, people always tend to point out the flaws in your decision making.

it's getting to the point where i don't even wanna try to live anymore. people are never pleased with me anymore, no one cares what i think, it's all about them.

i blinded myself for so long. the truth finally came out.

i dont wanna talk to anyone anymore ever again.

Thursday, May 01, 2008

Thu, 01 May 2008 22:33:25 GMT

forget the risk. take the fall. if it’s what you want, it’s worth it all

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

Tue, 29 Apr 2008 23:21:19 GMT

life is so unfair. this feeling isn't going anywhere, and i know it's there for you too otherwise this weekend wouldn't have happened....

Thursday, March 27, 2008

Thu, 27 Mar 2008 21:09:39 GMT

i miss him. a lot.

:(

Monday, March 03, 2008

Mon, 03 Mar 2008 19:50:44 GMT

waterballon fight
valleyfair
beach
night games
sonshine
tent sleepover
bike rides
walks
park
rollerblade
boat
duluth
bonfire
wash cars
star gazing
twins game
formal dinner
themed party
kite
frisbee (light up in the dark)
scary movie prank
tanning
volleyball
football
waterpark
pool parties
clubbing?

Saturday, February 02, 2008

Sat, 02 Feb 2008 01:00:14 GMT

Whoa...

It has almost been a year since I have written in here. No one does Xanga anymore. But I'm bored that I'm actually writing in this thing. (which of course, no one will read but oh well)

I'm enjoying Senior year. It has definitely been the most busiest years of my whole entire life. Juggling school, work and friends is extremely difficult. On top of that I have to deal with all this college stuff of deposits, financial aid, dorm assignments, placement tests, scholarships. Ah! Craziness!

My friends are pretty much amazing. They keep me sane. I don't know where I would end up without them. It's super cool how close I am with some people for so many years. And how awesome it is to meet great new people, especially my group members from DP. Thanks to all these people for making my senior amazing unforgettable!

My parents on the other hand, the more closer college is getting, the more moody they're becoming. They really don't want me leaving to go to college and they're taking out their anger and disappointment on me constantly. It's getting to the point where I just can't wait to go to college to be away from them, and that's not what I want. Hopefully things will get better soon because I need them.

I'm planning on going to Poland over the summer and I'm completely stoked!! I'm saving up money and I'm about half way there. It shall definitely be an amazing time!! I'm really looking forward to this summer, it'll be an unforgettable one, that's for sure!

Alrighty loves, that is about all I have to say right now. More to come maybe later? I kinda like this whole new thing Xanga is doing, so who knows?!

Lots of Love!! <3

Friday, April 13, 2007

Fri, 13 Apr 2007 02:29:47 GMT

"Don't Give Up"

I heard you say you would love for a lifetime
Now you complain a lifetime just doesn't feel right for you
Another casualty of casual love
Another soul out of place, a heart that gave up

Why do we break the promises we make?
Are we living for ourselves?

[Chorus:]
Don't give up on love and throw it all away
Don't give up on love and let it fall away
When did it become so easy to run from your pain
Don't give up on love and throw it all away

I heard you say you can't change a stubborn heart
I can relate 'cause that's how I feel when I talk with you

Why should it take losing everything
to realize it might be time to change?

[Chorus:]

Your restless heart won't win 'cause you take but you don't give
And you'll keep moving on until you learn what love is

Don't give up on love and throw it all away
Don't give up on love and let it fall away
Don't give up on love

Sunday, December 31, 2006

Sun, 31 Dec 2006 23:29:42 GMT

soooo 2006 is about to end. and 2007 will roll in. i was rereading my xanga last night and i realized how much drama went on in 2006. sheesh, one wish i have for 2007 is for it be wayy wayy less dramatic than 2006 lol. we'll see how it goes.

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2007!! (even though no one will read this...oh well)

<3

Thursday, October 12, 2006

Thu, 12 Oct 2006 01:21:37 GMT

Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever

Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away
You'd give anything to make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start

Have you ever found the one
You've dreamed of all your life
You'd do anything to look in their eyes
Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to
Only to find that one won't give their heart to you
Have you ever closed your eyes and
Dreamed that they were there
And all you can do is wait for that day when they will care

What do I gotta do to get you in my arms baby
What do I gotta do to get in your heart
To make you understand how I need you next to me
Gotta get you in my world
'Coz baby I can't sleep