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Tuesday, May 22, 2007

Tue, 22 May 2007 05:48:29 GMT

just like everyone else.

Wednesday, May 02, 2007

Wed, 02 May 2007 07:32:40 GMT

its like for some reason its different this time. whether it's because the beginning was a beginning of inconspicuousness, or the beginning of an end. An end of what we used to do all the time, an end to our habits or choices of outlets in which we let our thoughts run wildly for others to see.

things are changing. we're growing up. days are filled with appointments, deadlines, wrinkles in the forehead. worries and thoughts of the unexplored future. where am i going to be in the next six months? where are you going to be?

the comfort of knowing the future of your next four years... or thinking you know it, is invigorating, but only if you enjoy where you are.

good night rside.

Saturday, January 13, 2007

Sat, 13 Jan 2007 06:00:23 GMT

so its actually kinda funny that i decided to write in this thing tonight. I was reminded of my olden days of random ranting and believing that people actually pay attention to my life. and you know... i know at least one person did. haha. anyways.

so the year 2007 has just begun and i have to say it's been a great ride so far. School started on the 4th and i have been on my toes since the 3rd. Sleeping at the average of 3 hours a night and spending the whole day out running around like a mad woman making sure things are going right. one meal a day which would usually consist of some sort of fast food and chicken in the form of nuggets, t shirt making, sticker sticking, and laughing at john and chris' imitations of just about everything. haha. but yes, senior vp is quite the experience but nonetheless the best with the people that have been tremendously helping me out. i love my bros :)

so, reflecting on the past week and thinking about how much time i've spent sitting in a cold living room talking deliriously with friends in the wee hours of the morning and laughing about how hard it is to peel small stickers from their paper backings really reminded me about how SAD i am about graduating. i already feel this quarter passing by way too fast and the thought of these moments of college life slowly dissappearing is rather depressing. which is just another reminder of how easily we take things for granted and how regrets are so often being felt... way after you have the ability to change things. SOOOOOOO live it up seniors! i love you guys and can't wait to make more unforgettable memories with your butts!

vegas tomorrow around noon, home for the second half of my 4 day weekend to see my mom who's having surgery next week and then back to school and the madness that i've been so terribly enjoying this past week! till the next time... which hopefully wont be too long from now haha.

Sunday, August 27, 2006

Sun, 27 Aug 2006 21:03:15 GMT

i want to play! SOMEONE TAKE ME TO GO PLAY!!!!!!!!

Friday, June 16, 2006

Fri, 16 Jun 2006 10:09:45 GMT

post final schedule.

friday. chiiiiiiiiilll! :) swimming then lunch with my homies and possibly irvine? ;)
saturday. back to the oaks, and dinner with my best friends from home for andy's bday and clubbing at night.
sunday. back to riverside for graduation for my big and my awesome bros :)
monday. back to thousand oaks for a week of relaxation :)

y'alls better call me up!!! :)

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

Wed, 17 May 2006 20:48:26 GMT

i.. am.. so tired.

i woke up this morning at 8 am with a killer headache feeling like i had a hangover. now im not sure how that would be possible.. since.. i didnt consume any alcohol last night. hm. anyways so i dropped back into my pillow and pulled the blankets over my head to resume sleep in order to avoid the pain, and continued to sleep until now. 130 pm. and i STILL feel like i have a hang over.. like drag yourself out of bed like you're a million pounds and one eye is smaller than the other, ears plugged hang over.

makes me feel like im getting old. oh another thing that makes me feel like im getting old is the math quiz tomorrow that i have no idea what is on ( and if you know me a small math quiz takes a lot of studying for ), 4 sections of math hw due ( have not begun), and an almighty accounting midterm. blagh!

mmmmm... so the other day as we were signing up for classes, annie and i were looking over the class requirement sheet for business admin majors, and she pointed to one and went "why didnt u try to get into 184?" and i was like "oo because thats a senior class only!" and she went

".. eunice.. we are seniors next year.."

"... o.. MY GAWWWWD .."

waaaaahhhhhh.. u know when you're in highschool and senior year is approaching., you're all super excited? no. no nonoononoooo. i DONT want to graduate. i honestly, cannot say how freaking FAST these past 3 years have gone by. like i dont even have words for it. are my college years really over? is there no excuse to live in an apartment with my friends, ditch classes, party, act silly!? do OLD people do those things?! hahahah ok just kidding. im sure they do. nevertheless i still will. haha but no really.. look for a real job? .. MOVE HOME?! D: haha man, i dunno how im going to take this change.

mmmm so summer is approaching and it already feels like were dead in the middle of summer with the riverside desert weather. but unforunately. this weather is still considered spring and when i stay here in the summer i might be burnt to a crisp.. shriveled like a raisin.. due to the 100 degree dry weather. hey. least i can see the pool from my kitchen window hehe. but summer is gonna be tiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiight. i cant wait :) bbq's.. time to relax and hang out with all the homies who are going to be out here with me, and one class at ucr and starbucks to keep me a little busy. mmm delightful.

anyways, i gotta get through the next 3 weeks before that, so excuse me while i beat myself with my math book.

Tuesday, May 09, 2006

Tue, 09 May 2006 06:28:25 GMT

why do i even bother?

Friday, March 17, 2006

Fri, 17 Mar 2006 22:44:32 GMT

so i am officially not doing well this quarter and my grades solely depend on my finals now.. which means that this next week is going to be the week of hell.

i hate math. i hate accounting. i love soc. and econ 3 is a dumb intro class that i am managing to do pretty well in and not attend any of the lectures at the same time. why oh why am i a business major?

i have this new habit of not being able to wake up in the morning, and still have to drag myself out of bed around 11 ish just so i dont miss my whole day of classes. i dont really know why either, waking up in the morning usually isnt that hard for me, but recently its just been impossible.. maybe its because im not motivated to get out of bed everymorning.. and the fact that i dont believe i will be having any sleep in days until possibly sunday.

hmm spring break.. i dunno i always say i want to go somewhere, and my senior year is nearing.. there's gotta be some extravagant spring break either this year or next and it looks like its going to be next.. but all good, i just wanna chill and spend time with the fam and friends.

so.. i was thinking today about all the things i want to do.. i wanna study abroad.. i wanna write for the school newspaper.. i want to join asucr.. i want to begin an internship.. i want to volunteer monthly at the local animal shelter.. annnnd i want to work out and have a regular exercise schedule (RIGHT MICAH?) haha but yah.. with dsp, school, starbucks, friends and my incessant flaw of procrastination.. i already feel like im uber busy every single day.. like seriously.. WHERe does the time go.. haha.. i gotta work on my time management.. REALLLY bad..

but anyways, im in the science library banging away on one of the computers while i should be working on the final review guide for math so i can go to my t.a.'s office hours in 15 minutes.. so i will end my procrastination and do sooo...

ta taaaaaaaaaaaaa

Thursday, March 16, 2006

Thu, 16 Mar 2006 21:44:26 GMT

repeat x10.

Monday, March 06, 2006

Mon, 06 Mar 2006 02:23:05 GMT

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