she wished to die,it was her dream to leave, tried at it with a knife attacking her wrists and jumping infront of a car or a skylight window seemed to hard to do. The windmill wasnt high enough and she only landed with a bruise.Then the day arrived when she was low enough to overdose. she'd do anything to die,where she believed she'd be free.No one was homw this particular day when she dove for the medicine cabinet and unlocked the lock to death.Opened the jar of pills.Shivering.she drew one from the bottle and popped it in her mouth. Pill after pill she swallowed. fast and fast untill she reached the bottom. The reality of what she was doing,slapped her in the face. She fell to her knees in tears,knowing she'd die,that there was no choice.No one home, There was no way to say goodbye. As she lay on the floor in her last moments, Tears falling off her nose, She knew what she had to do.She found paper and a pen as dark as night and started in on a farewell letter. she dialed her counselor and left a final message.crawled to her bed, pulled the warm covers up around her shoulders. Cluthed her worn teddy bear abd went to sleep...forever