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Name: Austin
Country: United States
State: Arkansas
Metro: Conway
Birthday: 4/28/1985
Gender: Male


Interests: singing,
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Occupation: Artist
Industry: Research

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AIM: Austinone82
Yahoo: Austinmaxey


Member Since: 1/23/2004

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Monday, June 09, 2008

What will be the next thing in my life?

-austin-


Friday, October 20, 2006

Currently Listening
Ben Kweller
By Ben Kweller
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What is going on?

Ok guys just to give you an update on things going on,

1. God
2. Amazing girl
3. Helping out on thursdays with the youth (when i'm not working or doing band things)
4.Helping out on Sundays with whatever i can
5. a bunch of wonderful events with a wonderful person
6. creativity
7. small group on mondays
8. retreat coming soon.

There is a lot more but i'm tired and i'm going to bed just thought i would catch you guys up.


"She is such an artist"

***ausitn***


Monday, October 02, 2006

Currently Listening
Brother, Sister
By mewithoutYou
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"we took the twine we used to use
to tie up tight our tattered shoes
twisted twigs and crooked cross
a necklace for the deeply lost
Builder with the broken bricks
Mother to the baby chicks
You made this world to look so nice
I wonder what the next one's like?
yellow spider,
yellow leafconfirms my deepest held belief

a note we wrote the other day
to any mice who pass this way
on crumed and sugared countertop:
"we must insist
your traffic STOP."
in their defense, they don't refuse
but nonetheless we've come to use
snapping traps and poison beans
(far less diplomatic means)
orange spider,
orange leaf
confirms my deepest held belief

everything i'd thought i'd learned
the ambition and delusion turned
into drawings on a loose leaf sheet
of figs and fruits i couldn't eat
what in her do i require
the face of gratified desires
and what in me does she require
that face of gratified desire
brownish spider
brownish leaf
confirms my deepest held belief...
no more spider no more leaf
no more me no more belief"

I love mewithoutyou they are so talented.

With this album and another great thing this week has been so good.
 

"Jesus wept"
***austin***


Friday, September 29, 2006

Currently Listening
Brother, Sister
By mewithoutYou
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Wow things have been good.

I sugest everone go out and buy the now mewithoutyou b/c it is rockin


God has shown me some of the best things ever. I love him so much.



"My gift is my song and this one's for you
And you can tell everybody that this is your song
It may be quite simple but now that it's done
Hope you don't mind
I hope you don't mind that I put down in words
How wonderful life is now you're in the world"

***austin***


Sunday, September 17, 2006

Currently Listening
Redeemer
By Norma Jean
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Perfect

Perfect
   is what she is
Perfect
   is how she makes me feel
Perfect
   is what the girl of my dreams will be
Perfect
   will be how people and ourselves will describe our relationship
Perfect
   Will be our love for one another
Perfect
   is the only way to describe my future wife
Perfect
  is how I don't even know who she will be

 

 

The night that never ends. Looking into to her eyes. I am so lost with her beside me. I'm not sure it is the time. But with every waking moment she is in my mind and is clouded with thoughts of her running through a field of love and companion.

This invisible girl that sings to my soul and holds my heart. She took the breath to make me live and gave me something much greater. What I wouldn't do to find her and hold her. She exists but not to me where are you beautiful. I want to see you I want to go, go far away but stay in the same place. I want to love and have the butterflies fly around in my stomach. Invisible girl were are you. I want to be your prince charming, your strength when your week, your love when you are down. I want you to love me and I will love her. I will give her everything that I don't have and more. I want her heart to be with the Lord. Do show yourself I miss you . Where are you? Where are you? As I look far and wide for you. The Lord will show me who you are, I love you.



Well I thought alot about some things i have been just thinking (man my head hurts lol) Besides that i have beeen praying. Just keep me in your prayers.


p.s. I got my lip peirced yesterday i will post some pics real soon.



"say anything but say what you mean"
***austin***



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