Now there's a question for ya.. I'm going to try to breach on this but of course there is no way in hell that I am going to fully cover the question or subject..

What I think, is this. Love can be many things in many forms, but what I am trying to say is love between a two people. The type of people that get together and get married, have kids etc. I know there are many types of love, like family love, friend love, etc. Because you may love some people, but, you don't want to BE with them, as a couple or whatever.

So, love to me is this. That these two people will love each other like no other. What they have cannot be shared with a third. It's something designed entirely for those two people. What they feel for each other, what they share together. They try their best to make each other happy because doing so, in turn, makes them happy. They know what each other likes, and dislikes and will try to make sure they don't do things they don't like.

Now, these two people, who are two people that want to share their lives together. They want to be with that other person for the rest of their life and don't want to try to share what they have with anyone else. They think only of the other when it comes to what they think of as love. They can't stand being away from each other because in a way, they feel like one even though they are two. They like to include each other in daily activities, they share time together that they enjoy. They will sometimes do something for the other person even if it's not their passion. Like two people who like two different activities, but they will go out various outings of the other person's activity sometimes because it's still nice to do something for them.

They trust each other in full, and never doubt that the other is doing something untrustworthy. They trust each other's word, and if they say something themselves, then they keep their own word. They will always give their all. Especially within the relationship. They have an interest to want to keep things running smoothly. When it comes to sexual activities, they can please each other, and they enjoy what they can do for each other. They are happy to engage when the other is also in the mood, and if by chance one is not in the mood, the other will understand. Also their sexual appetite should be very similar, so that one is not always wanting it when the other is not.

In the end, these two people would do anything for each other, and are happy being together. They enjoy each other's company, and crave it.

That, is my definition of love. So far.

Updating site....
How the hell do I work this now? It's all changed!!! Need to get that nasty orange out!!
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Screw doing my own, just steal someone elses lol. Kinda light for what I was thinking, but until I figure out this remix thing...

I need a new layout. I'm getting bored with this one, but I'm too much of a lazy ass to change things... like the way my profile pic hasn't changed in AGES.

Friday was a horrible day. I cannot believe what I did. As broke as my ass is, I found a few good deals downtown and bought myself a shirt (in DIRE need of new shirts lately) and an outfit each for the girls. I went up to the mall and wandered around the dollar store and Giant Tiger. Then waiting for John to pick me up. I got in the truck and we went up to Wal-mart because I wanted to see the new dollar store there and go to EB games and maybe Wal-mart too.

So we get out and I'm like "Umm... did either of you see me bring a bag into the truck?" They both said no. Oh shit, I left it in the mall when I was waiting. Fuck sakes. So I got into the dollar store and ask if they have a phone book and they're like "Not up here" all snotty. Fine then, walked over to the eye doctor and the Giant Tiger isn't listed ANYWHERE so we 411 it and it's not listed, so we get the # for the mall. The guy tells me that no body's brought anything into the mall office, so I asked if he'd take a look. No. Asshole. So I call the bank that's up there and the lady was nice enough to look for it for me (right near where I was sitting) and it wasn't there. Total waste of money, I might as well have started dropping my money on the street for fucks sakes, the receipt was in it too!

Last night we went to Rama and I played Blackjack for about 3 hours on $20. I had fun. John lost everything as usual. I have my limit .

A week from today is my birthday. 23, oohh I'm getting old. What's weird is that this past Thursday was my Asst. manager's b-day and the Monday before that was the Manager's b-day. We're all in the end of April.

My sister is leaving on the 28th to go to NB for four months. It upsets me because I will really miss her but I know this will be a good thing for her. My gramma's are driving her there because she's decided she's not going to use her car, nor is she using it for the next year in school.

Shitty thing is that they are leaving the day before my b-day so fuck you! They better be getting me some good shit. I actually asked for a counter top dishwasher. Ya'll know how much I LOVE doing my dishes, so this will help. I did have a portable one before and it was good till it broke, so now I just want a little one. I hope I get it, but I also hope I get a little bit of money from elsewhere because I really want to buy some new shirts. Seriously the shit they make now a days is shit. I just got a brand new shirt and it's got a hole in it. Most of my shit is holy or ripped, it's so flimsy. I need to buy some half decent shit or I will have nothing to wear this summer.

I bought some nice winter clothes this past winter so I'm good for that but I didn't think my summer stuff was that bad. Shitty clothes.

I want to go to Rama for my birthday I think. Or maybe a party... hmm...

Well, I'm le tired so I'm taking off.