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Sunday, May 06, 2007

  • Life is crazy

    I love being busy

    I love having free time

    Everything is uber confusing right now

    School is so stressful, but fun at the same time

    I can't wait for summer

    I adore my friends

    Late night movies with best friends are fun

    Sleepovers are missed

    Breakfast was yummy

    My grandma is coming back from the hospital

    I am in comfy PJ's

    I like sleep and am very much looking forward to it

    XANGA!

Friday, April 20, 2007

Friday, March 23, 2007

  • My life is getting more and more complicated and confusing.  As those important to me move on, I fill my time with worthless distraction and meaningless busywork.  I avoid pain by consuming every second of my life with one activity or another.  I run away from everything that hurts me, because fighting to improve and sticking with it (as I had done before) only caused more heartache and disappointment.  I've seen my outlook on life change rapidly as the ups and downs of life had twisted around me like a tornado - sucking up the good and spitting it back out at me, damaged and distorted.  My fears and insecurities keep me from everything that I want.  They keep me from moving on, living life, and being real.  I shut down and hide at the first sign of something good, because it is new and unknown.  I fear change, but fear not changing even more.  The sadness and doubt is overwhelming, but I can't react.  I smile and walk the routine like a zombie.  I don't ever want to do something because it is what I do... I want to love it. 

Sunday, March 11, 2007

  • OH MY GOSH!!!!    Last night was amazing!

     

    God bless charming Marines.  AHHHH!  oh man.  I can't even explain how fun last night was.  it makes for one freakin amazing story.... ask me about it if you wanna hear it!

     

    Amanda

Friday, March 09, 2007

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