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There's a guy in my piano class that looks kind of like a hamster. Adorable. |
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| Crush - Hey Love
" Hey lover, hey lover this is more than a crush. "
The word “crush"... When you really think about it, isn’t it a such
silly word to describe really liking someone? It’s like they’re already
warning you: “ This is gonna hurt ”. I mean, they wouldn’t call it a crush if
it didn’t hurt right? (Whoever they
really are) Crushes? Overrated? Maybe crushes are impossible because they’re
practice for the real thing. Because if love is so simple then it must be
people who are complicated. If that’s the case.. I guess we need to get to used
to a lot of heartaches. But maybe that’s why crushes end so quickly because
before you know it, there’s another crush right around the corner. Because as
they say, practice makes perfect, no? (For all you people that don’t believe in
perfect, then practice makes better. Tomato, tomahto.)
Anywho... For Expository we have to a write a personal narrative. I was thinking about writing about my first date because we have to write about a memory that taught us something or impacted us in some way. Upon reflecting on this, I realized that everytime I get close to a boy that could be a potential boyfriend, I always push them away and stop being their friends. I explode on them and completely sever them from my life. Shall we do some flashbacking..? Many moons ago in middle school... When I thought about this, I thought about a certain douchebag. He is the BIGGEST bag of douche that I've ever met. I can't believe that I was so stupid and blind that I couldn't see what an asshole he was. I let my guard down and I opened up and he took advantage of that. All that emotional turmoil... And I can't believe I even cried for him. What the fuck was I thinking? I wasn't. But I'm not blaming him for the fact that I have trust issues or that I push people away. However, I wanna thank him for showing me that I'm worth SO much more. I don't need to be hanging around scrubs/jerks/losers. Despite the fact that I learned it the hard way, at least I learned it. You know, I mean, after all that shit I went through for some boy that only thinks with his cock... I was such a dumdum. I don't want to be egotistical or anything, but I realized that I'm beautiful inside and out and I need to find a boy that will treat me with respect and cherish me because I'm an amazing person and someone that'll take the time to see my beauty and who I really am is totally worth it.
God has a plan for everyone.
Yummy Kudos for the real kids that stuck by me. I love my FAVORITES 637.
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