| never thought the day would come for me to say this but uhm....
is xanga dead.. or is xanga DEAD? |
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| one of the most valuable things i learned during my trip was that good things come and go.... that u gotta enjoy the good times as they come and be man enough to let them go wen its over instead of wishing it would be forever.
korea was a great experience in so many ways. words cannot describe all the things i learned and all the memories i'll cherish from the trip.. not to mention all the awesome people i met. EWHA summer 06 WUT WUTT????  |
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| fdjghjkghdfjkghsdjkghgjkhfdgjkrletiuryi gr.
is this wat college is gonna be like?~!! cuz im sick of it alreadyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
freakin a. so fed up with shit.. people are so immature and the funny thing is im younger than all of them.. wooooooooooooo.. effin blows.
korea is darn OVERWHELMING. its the first time my big-grl status is being put to the ultimate test.. i realize u gotta be very strong to survive in this world.
its so easy to lose urself in this kind of lifestyle.. no wonder why people forget wat life's about and become mindless drones that freakin get washed away with the currents.
a bit aggravated. and a bit irritated.. just need to breathe. mixed feelings about everything.. man whys it always gotta turn out this way. nothing stays good to the very last. |
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| in many ways, i feel as if i was unprepared for korea. for the most part, korea is a very overwhelming experience for me personally. but i feel like it is bringing to surface some of the many deep issues ive surpressed for nearly all my life. i just wish that such a personal and intimate experience will heal me.. rather than hurt me more.
i guess i am learning alot about myself, being taken away from my usual context. i cant help feeling lonley no matter what circumstance. and i realized that my desperateness to "heal" this lonliness is actually damaging me more.
i kinda of feel like im time travelling. things i thought were in my past, are still the present in this country. i feel like ive discovered a forgotten gap in my life. learning about korean history and culture is pretty damn interesting too. im just enjoying my time here to the extreme and trying to not waste any of it.
feels like this trip was in many ways necessary for me.
i hope everyone is well and enjoying their summers back at the states! i actually kinda miss you all. haha <3 |
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