Today I feel worthless.

SS got a tattoo. I want one.
I want to go to bed.
I don't want to go to the fair.
I feel like eating something.
I dont like slutty kids.
I dont know why I'm writing this.
My left foot fell asleep.

I'm only talked to for:

1.) How do I do this (ex: myspace, or xanga)

2.) "I'm bored."

3.)Can you do this for me?

No one ever seems to talk to me for the pure enjoyment. I guess I've gotten somewhat boring.I get a thanks for helping someone, and that seems to be the end of conversation. Okay. Well now I know who my real friends are. I went on a website today and found a book I wanted. It wasn't in barnes and nobles. But, they have it. So, I guess when my mom gets home I'll force her into buying it. Where, she'll say "Money doesnt grow on trees" and give me a large and unneccesary lecture about how I should get a job, or save up money. My xanga and myspace is very lonley. No one comments anymore, unless I comment them. I forgot the real reason why I got a xanga, or myspace. I guess because everyone else had one. I know, you're about to say "what if everyone else jumped off a bridge." That question is so pathetic. Just like "Do you expect too much of him?" A quiz from a magazine. Magazines nowadays are so ridiculous. Is it really that important you read that sex survery, or read the 1000 ways to look pretty? Or even the "Perfect hairstyles for school!" Magazines are so... stupid. Such a waste of time. Such a waste of my time, that is. Im sort of excited about tomarrow.Im hoping to hang out with munroe. I havent seen her in a while I want to check up on her, you know, to see if she's still alive. ;) My caps key broke off. And Now I cant get it back on. :(

It's august first!

And I have a long list of things to do.

I want more friends.

Let me re-phrase that. I want real friends.

Someone who isnt fake.

I want too much.

I want happiness.

I want someone who cares. I want a frigging life.

Is someone getting the best of you?

My grandparents are...well lets say, very strict. "No computer after 10:00" Of coarse I didn't listen, thats silly. They forbid my burping, and if i eat, I have to turn the computer off. (Are you kidding me, I dont bother listening to that either) I cant wait to get home...cause there aren't any rules as to the computer. Maybe I'm obsessed. Who can live without a computer anyway? I dislike phones very much, so it's not like I can talk to anyone without the computer.Everything I do, is wrong. I make the bed wrong. I brush my teeth wrong. I dress wrong. I talk wrong. My pictures are wrong. I am too flawed for the whole family. I even multitask wrong. Drives me insane. But as soon as I know it, I'll be home. And I wil have my pants that I ordered. My dad said they arrived today. VH1 is playing crap. I wish we got FUSE. That, would rule.But then again I'm sure I wouldnt be too happy with that either. So, I just wish there would be a real music channel, that played good music. Not pop. Sure, its catchy. But it's lame. I miss my friends. I miss talking to them. So with that, I think I am going to go do something. Or something.