its been like a year since i ever used this thing but i'm continously getting emails so might as well vent alot of things that's been on my mind.

within this year, a new guy has come into my life. he loves me unconditionally and has sacrificed alot for me. we started a little too fast and everything in the beginning was just a big blur with fun memories but when we finally settled down, we were able to work out alot of things in our relationship. he goes to my same school, he doesn't live that far from campus, i'm able to see him just about everyday when we're in school and he visits me like practically everyday, whether he takes the bus during the mornings or comes and gets me for midnight snacks at night. he tries so hard to fit into my life. yes he met the parents and my brother which are really important to me. he met my friends and everything seem to get along. i've met most of his friends, his family, and alot of his friends are becoming my friends too especially the girlfriends. his brother's girlfriend is practically my sister from another mother. we fight, we yell, we argue, and at the end of the day, we're still talking and laughing like we don't have a car in the world. his other friend's girlfriend is my new best friend. we got shopping, hang out all the time if our schedules let us, we're cheap as fuck and we just have alot of things in common. we love ragging on people especially our boyfriends and we are the funniest shit talkers you'll ever meet. he's willing to do practically anything for me and with me. he took me to the hospital when i had stitches and stayed with me the entire time when i was in the ER getting stitches. he held my hand and told me everything was going to be fine and never left my side unless he had to. he tried to calm me down and get me to ease up even though i didn't and took me home that day and spent the week spoiling me to death, trying to relieve the pain. even though he's a few years older, he's not ashamed of a younger girlfriend at all. he brags about me all the time and introduces me to everyone we meet. he lets me to do practically whatever i want and both of us go out all the time without each other. we just hang out with our friends, come home, and just talk the whole night, prolly laughing at what we did or what happened and fall asleep on the phone like that. i could be out with my girlfriends and i could be like babe i miss you and soon, i see him coming to meet me just like that. he may be the perfect guy for me.