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| well, me and ian have been together now for almost 3 whole years and we decided to get married. and its all gonna happen today. lol i love him so much and i know that we are gonna be so happy together. lol man o man he is so great. i cant imagine being with anyone else but him. he is actually much better of a person and so much more mature since he has been in the army. i am so proud of him. he is wonderful. well i am flying back to sierra vista this weekend and i am gonna oack all of my stuff up and as soon as i do that then i am moving to kentucky to be with my husband. lol that sounds so wierd huh? those of you who know me are probably like....WTF... lol but its all good. i am so happy and you all should be happy for me being happy. well anyways i gotta go do my hair . oh yeh and one more thing, i am not going to graduate from buena i dont think. well being here and all it would be kinda hard. well i guess i would just do the online classes. hmmm i dunno. well i am gonna go now ok? later loves. wish me luck in love ane marriage. | | |
| hey hey hey there world!!!! whats new? well homecoming was pretty gay, the lights were on and the carpet was messed up and ian and i didnt even dance to one sone slow or fast. but we had fun after wards, we went to applebees to have dinner and we shared our meal it was great. well this wednesday is our year anniversary. i am soo happy with him and i love him with all of my heart. some things could change to make me hppier but bnot many and there all small so i guess they really dont even matter anyways then huh? omg i looked so hoottttttt for homecoming! the lady did my hair amd makeup for me and she did a wonderful job. lets just say i tipped her very well! hahahahah ok well i guess i should go i love you all well actually the very few who actually read this sorta thing! | | |
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| hey, i am so depressed. ian and i broke up because he cheated on me and i told him i still wanted to be with him but he said that he didnt want to hurt me again. he says he doesnt want a nother girlfriend for like a long time but if he sees someone thats hot he doesnt want to have any obligation. he still wants to do all the physical stuff that we did as a couple but he doesnt want the title. he says he loves me still and when i told him that well never be together again he said that he wanted me but just not now. he says that when hes with me he is waisting his high svhool experience. well love is great and fun and if he really loved me then he would think that being together would be an excellent high school experience. but oh well. he doesnt even care what i say or do or how i feel. i am soo depressed and he says he cares but he hasnt done anything ot make it better. he says he wants to but he just cant. i told him like 16 ways to make me a lil bit happier than i am but he says that he doesnt want to hurt me. well he thinks he s not hurting me but by doing this he is making me feel even worse. and he thinks that if i am happy that hell be hurting me. is he stubborn stupid or seriously stupid? well i gtg danelle | | |
| hey ppl, well im kinda on the down side. ian has been acting wierd and funny since he had his last guys night out. i dont know what has gotten into him. i guess i may be acting wierd too, but i dont think i have and he should say something if i have been though right? i have no clue what it could be. i feel so bad like i have done something wrong but i dont think i have. he hasnt said anything about it except that we need to talk. it doesnt seem to be bothering him at all, i dont know how to cope with this because he is the only person i ever talk to , so i tried to tell one of my friends but i just cant talk to any of them. i need a best friend, and i want stephanie. we worked so hard to get that strong of a relationship and i dont want another person to do her job! nobody could ever hear all i have to say and understand it and still think that im sane. it took us a long time to get to that point in our frienship and i cant do that again. their is no one at buena as good as stephanie, and i dont want some wannabee to take her place for a while. i want a a friend that it wont be hard to say goodbye too when i finally get my stephi back. cuz I HATE DRAMA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok well i guess ill go now, know that i love all and wish everyone to be happy even if i cant be lol danelle | | |
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