Well I don't really have any thing to say....so um hi.  See yall tonite at church...to my lovely sister I love you so much I am so gald that sunday night went well between you two.  Oh I talked with my dad tell you about that one later

I love you guys

bye

Well well   were should i start.  my stress level on a scale of 1-10 is somewhere between 10-20.  Not a good thing.  I feel very snippy and I dont mean to be.  I feel extremely antisocial but that has a lot to do with my recent mood and school.  I have so much to get done and time is running out quickly,  I need you guys to pray for me.  and to all my loved ones I am sorry if I am not there for you 100% right now ....I am just trying to get through this alive.  I am so glad that I have understanding freinds.  Oh yeah and you know what its amazing when....

hehehe

farren

hello everyone

how are you guys

well me i am fantastic.... and no i am not being sarcastic.   i have had so much fun lately and i am so stressed at the same time.  I have less then a month ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....i am happy stressed nervous scared and ready to get it over with.  At the moment I feel trapped in the skin on another person.  I do not know how I keep on going . i have no momentum left yet i am still plunging forward.  it scares me to think that in one month i will no longer have to wake up and do school work or anything like that. I will only have to go to work.  a place that has become a safe haven in these crazy times.  i am ready to begin this new chapter of my life if only i could close the door of the one already open!!!

You know what always makes me feel special....when that someone special calls me to say Good Morning, or when he just calls to say hi because he wants to hear me.  I love that... I sound like a hopeless Romantic sometimes.  I feel like one the rest of the time.  What is so funny is that in this past weekend I have been tested a lot in the area of my special someone.  First he bails on me at the last minute only because he got lost coming home.  He failed to mention that at first which got me really mad.  Not that he didn't mention that but because he called it off.  Well then this other guy asked me out and well there is not interest.  Then this other guy talked with me and he is so beautiful.  And I use to really lik him but it was funny how I talked to everyone all weekend about S.O.S.  Hah I haven't used that since middle school.  Well then someone else revealed to me that they like me and well in that case all I could do was talk about S.O.S too.  He is on my mind so much.  No I dont love him I just like him a lot. I really like getting to know him.  He makes me smile and laugh.  His hugs take my breath away.  Its like I fit perfectly in his arms.....I am pathetic!  I have never enjoyed hugging anyone so much.  The only thing that could make it better were if he were to hug me and spin me around.  That would make it even more perfect!  Well anywayz yall have fun

peace out

Farren

Well this weekend was fun and this week is proving to be very interesting.  LOL  only one of you knows the interesting.  That someone special is getting more specialer.  Ooops there I go again making up words.  hehehe 

The smile on your face shows me you'll never leave

The touch of your hand lets me know you'll catch me when ever I fall

Hmmmm  I like that song.  It is country.  I don't remeber who sings it but I like it.  My Grandmother has been here for like almost 2weeks and she is slowly driving me insane.  She leaves Saturday morning.   YEEEEEhah!!!!!  I love her but two weeks is a long time wspecially when you are as nosey as her.  Well I need to go because once agian school needs me.  Well I don't know that it needs me but it has a gravitational pull.

Love you guys

Moi.