| about had it with life at this point. i need a vacation from it all.
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| so my birthday dinner was a disaster. ok, so not really that bad... it just wasnt how I thought it would be. First, Jess and Michael were almost two hours late getting down here (ok, no real surprise there). So we wait to be seated for like 45 mins. After we are seated and have ordered our drinks we look up, and guess who is there... my dad, his new wife, and some old-ex-family friends (sitting across from us in my mom's, court's, and my lines of view). How great is that? I couldn't even taste my food. I was so sick to my stomach. And they were there, the whole meal. It was just not good. And ok, grant it, it would have been weird for my dad to come and say happy birthday to me as they were leaving (which just so happened to be right as we were getting up to go)- but he didnt even so much as look in my direction. I knew they saw us b/c i made contact with the guy they were out to eat with- plus they went way out of their way to leave (we are talking around the whole restaurant to avoid walking by us/near us. i know you are thinking no big deal, but for me it really sucked (especially since I had really been looking forward to trying this place and I couldnt even taste my food).
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| two words to describe my day: completely miserable.
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| I'm scared. No one is going to be with me at my apartment tonight. Today everything finally came crashing down on top of me. The current is pulling me down and I can't fight it.
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| today you called for the first time since December...
...I don't know if I can call you back.
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