I've found that my words fall like rain when I feel like shit

"Come back. Dak I need you" is the terrifyingly guilty song ringing through my ears

I'm standing out side in the freezing cold

And all at once I am forced to realize

That I am no longer the innocent child I was once Blessed to be

I've learned that these tears finding their way down the side of my cheek will never dry

Because the curse is to deep engraved to my skin

And with every waking breath I fear that the disease will pass to my kin

History has told that the deadly curse of divorce spreads like locus

And im infected

The human emotion that brings light to my smile

Brings darkness to my eye and my outlook upon future

umm last night kicked ass. 3 hours on a couch went by like 3 min, but w/e. im not gonna lie and say it wasnt time well spent. umm this moring tory busted out the the boards(just he decks) and me and tory went down travs stairs ouside, then we skitched behind zacks car trying to see who could stay on the longest and who could stay on wen hes goin the fastest, it ended up we both got 17 mph, wich is fuckin fast wen you have less than an inch of wood between you and the ice. good times. oh yeah and wen we were doin that i feel on a man hole, fukin hurt. worked, all day, i feel like shit...and i dont have my notebook...ah fuck it

One day I'll fail to breathe and all you'll have are memories
(All we are are memories.)

i feel like thats all thats left of the square

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