hmmm i haven't been on xanga for a while what to say hmmm i can say that ive been running 5 miles and a 1 mile walk for warm up it's like 4,1,4,1,4,1,4,1 it's like that run 4 and walk 1 hmmm i got a haircut yesterday and im about to dye my hair again what color though and im gonna have streaks on it and highlight some of it i hope it looks ok ttyl also i figured out what i want to do in the future and what i want i this is it

My number 1 GOAL is to protect everyone who i love friends, family, and other ppl there's no need to know them as long as you can protect them. That is my goal since after that day my whole life was shown to be in a blink now. This is a new passion a new burning feeling inside of me i will try my best to live a life to the fullest but i must protect the one's who i love so who is ever in my way prepare to feel every pain ive been through with each attack i give it has many emotions in it maybe you can feel my pain right now. Pain don't leave us it gives us a scar which makes us stronger and i will protect everyone i love even if i got shot many times ill stand up no matter what to protect them ill use every bit of strength to have to protect or defend for them until i finally protected them then i can live a peaceful life