sooooo, things have not been going as well as they were going.  or as well as i was hoping they would be going.

plans
don't work.
they just don't.  i suggest not even planning anything.  things work out better.

i want clothes, and shoes! i don't want school to come.  i don't want to do my hrns english.

i cannot wait until august 18th though.  and whatever day i get my haircut. that's all. my updates are horrible.

SO, i'm back from ocean city.  i had a good time.  i'm glad i like my dads girlfriend and her kids, or i'd go insane.  lets start with friday night. 

friday we went down to stay the night at my dads girlfriends house.  by how that night ended up i could tell what the rest of the week would be like.  fights, and name calling.  but they are all funny.  we basically just hungout there and we went to bed early because we thought we would be getting up early, but everyone wasn't getting motivated so we ended up leaving around 11, but went out to breakfast/lunch, so we didn't really leave till 12. 

by 12 i mean on saturday.  the drive up wasn't bad.  i listened to my CDs the whole time.  we got there around 3, 3:30 and we unpacked and stuff.  we just stayed in the rest of the night i think.  went to the grocery store and wal mart.

monday i think we went to the beach. everyone got up late and we ended up going pretty late.  but it wasn't bad.  it was really hot.  and the water felt good.  being there made me think of being in north carolina.  i think thats all we did that day.

one of these days i also met up with da hollz and brandi.  i forget which day.  but i just walked along the boardwalk with them and we got some pictures in the photobooth taken.  that was fun.  then i had to go, and they were leaving that day.

tuesday um, i think me, rachel, and brooks tried shopping on the board walk, but really we were just looking for a place to cool off in because it was so hott. we ended up going to the beach and meeting up with chris and the boys and ricky took us home.  i think later that night we ate at outback.

wednesday i think me tony and rachel went shopping at the outlets and later that night we ate at bull on the beach. 

oh crap.  i messed up.  one of those days, we went to baja amusement park.  it had go karts, a lot of different tracks.  it had rock climbing, i did that too, and it had little kid rides.

then another day, we went to jolly rogers, the water park.  me tony, rachel, brooks, greg, and daniel all went.  we stayed there alllllll day.  it was so fun. 

then thursday night i hung out with chris's friends daughter, her friend, and brooks and boys that went down with them, and a whole bunch of people.  it was fun.  i forgot how fun the zipper was. katie and zach and joey are fun. 

i hung out with them friday night too. 

it's too bad i met them later in the week i would've hung out with them more.  but that's alright.

but yeah, thats basically all that happened. :)

i am happy.  things are going good.  boy situation, is good enough for me, for now.  :) i got a job.  which is exciting.  even if i hate it, i don't care.  it's money.  i owe katarina a lot of money. whatever i don't spend at Ocean City goes to her.  and then i can get money from my mom i can pay her back, then pay her back. haha. whoa.  i got my report card.  2 As 2 Bs.  not exactly what i wanted, but its hokay.  and my mom and dave told me i would get an ipod if i got good grades, and now they are saying its for my birthday.  i don't want to wait that long.  september 10th.  je-sus. no gymnastics for two weeks.  holy crap, i am going to die when i go back.  ocean city for a week.  what is everyone going to do without me ?! haha :) show on July 19th.  can't wait.  i just need to learn a few of the words to the songs so i can sing really loud like i usually do.  Plain White Ts, The Academy Is.., June, Days Away.  and i think thats it.  it should be good.  theyr'e all great.  i am going to make sure i have batteries in my camera when i go.  and i want a shirt.  Thursday i have to go into giovannis at 4 and get trained how to make salads. i'm supposed to go to the movies tomorrow, or i'm going to try to go to the movies with toby and his friends.  <3  that would be fun.  i don't like staying up this late.  oh noooo, i don't think i have money for tomorrow.  i need to get started on honors english stuffffff.  it'd be nice if i had the papers.

hm that's all for nowwww :)

we haven't been on summer break that long and i feel like i've done so much. i've been to parties, bonfires, hung out with my friends, been to the best concerts ever, met amazing people, and working on getting a job. 

i want my report card, really bad.  i don't think they know my new address.  uhoh. i want to go shopping really bad.  hopefully i get that freaking job so i have some money, and can actually go shopping.  i need new shoes, and clothes, and jewlery.  that would be nice :) I love mates of state.  and i really love when i am home alone and i can blast my music so loud i can't even hear myself sing. copeland is amazing live.  rainer maria is good too.  the lead singer is a girl, i love that. my camera is dead and i need batteries.  an old friend was in towne and i didn't even get to see him. i pulled my first all nighter with my bffz katarina.  and i'm never doing it again.  i was out of it the next day.  i've gotten really good at spit balls, when before i didn't even think about spitballs. thanks to toby.  hah :) the ottobar is so cute inside.  i got a copeland shirt for $12.  heck of a deal.  i got an autograph of copelands lead singer.  i love my dog.  my dad really needs to work on getting cable in this house.  my mom really needs to work on fixing my computer and getting the internet at her house. that would be nice.  it's been really hot out.  and it's raining.  this is all really random stuff, but its a summer afternoon, and i'm home alone with nothing to do, nowhere to go, and nobody to talk to.  i'm done !