| im pretty sure he is the only one that gets it. that gets how much i love him. that im not in love with him. but that he is one of the most important people. and i would be a very sad girl not to have him with me. theres some people who get what i say. and he does. unless hes in one of his moods. then hes just weird and doesnt get anything anyone says. but i love him then too. he deals with all my shit. thanks. |
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| im a happy girl. and a lot of this has to do with him. and the sunshine.
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| so i went to peru more about that later and which i was there. the whole time. i just wanted to talk. nothing more. just that talking. knowing that the other person would get what i said. know what i mean. and think it was funny. i love that i have that. that i found it. haaaaappy emma. |
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| hey there. i finally found it. and finding it made me happy. but it comes with a price.
i lost other people i care about. one in particular. i wish we were still best friends. i wish i could call him and tell him everything. but i dont see how. |
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| i wish that he talked to me as much as he used it. i feel like the gap is growing and neither of us are trying to stop it. and i really dont like it at all. i think im gonna fix it. so today. i got the mail. and in the mail is a letter. and on the front of it it just says emma. in weird messy handwriting. and in it is a typed letter titled "Why I Love You" its like 3 pages long. and it doesnt say who its from. and its either really sweet. or really really weird.
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